Ok this is just a series of things Bella wrote when Edward left her. They are sort of like poems but take them how you like. I will be writing a story from Edwards POV when he finds them set around Eclipse.

Each song/poem has a lyric or 2 from a random song if you do not know the song, well it does not really matter.

You cut me open and I
Keep bleeding
Keep, keep bleeding love - Leona Lewis

I wake up

I go to sleep

But my sun never rises

Because you took it

When you took my heart

You had to rip me to get it

Then you left me to pick up the pieces

Every breath hurts

Every memory rips a fresh wound

Wounds that will never heal

You let me fall - Pink

Every rose has its thorns

Every dream can go wrong

Every chance can come and go

I should have known

You were never gonna stay

But why lead me

To believe you loved me

It never made sense

I should have known because

Every song must end

Every door must close

Every light must fade

Every winter must come

Every soul must die

I fell for you like a child – Johnny Cash

My heart aches

But what's new

It always does

Since you left

I never want to forget

But am to scared to remember

I fell for you so easily

Took in all your lies

You don't care

You never did

It was just a game to you

You were just having fun

Please don't leave me - Pink

I begged

I pleaded

I cried

I never recovered

I screamed for you

Every night

I died for you

I never forgot

Your words

That night

When I begged you

Please don't leave me

I should have known right from the start
You'd go and break my heart - Mariah carey

You were always going to leave

There was never a question

You could have warned me

You could have said

Instead of letting me fall for you

Cause your cruel

Your mean

You left me to die

I should have stopped to think

It was to good to be true

You were always going to break my heart

Just a girl that you despise – Kirsty Macoll

You secretly hate me

Your life is better now

I was nothing to you

Then I made you tell me

All your secrets

Know I no I was a toy

A plaything to amuse you

Your perfect looks

Your beautiful scent

To harsh on a human

Maybe I should have been killed

It would have made you happier

Than you were with me