Hey guys I thought to write this after reading I'll help you a Kimi ni todoke story. I hope I'll get into it enough to finish writing it. This is a very good Idea I came up with so I hope you like it. BTW don't kill me if I mess up Sawako's character or Ayane's character XD

Are you still here? Prologue: his death

It wasn't long since Kazehaya and I first started dating. Everyone was happy for us when we announced it in class at school after the festival occurred. Chizuru and Ayane were not surprised but were proud of us getting together.

When I got to meet his family, I realized these are the people who made Kazehaya the way he is now and I'm grateful for them. His dad was a fierce man who stuck to whatever was on his mind, just like Kazehaya-kun.

Mom was so proud of me and absolutely adored Kazehaya when they met. Dad however started to cry knowing I would be out of the house more often because of us dating but he was ok with it anyway.

We were both happy all the time it wasn't until Christmas night, when we decided to stay out a little late after celebrating with my parents. We walked together when Kazehaya saw something. "Hey! Get out of the street!" He cried out suddenly as he ran into the street where I saw a little boy who scraped his knee. He was about to get hit by a huge pickup truck.

"Kazehaya-kun! Be careful!" I shouted but all was in vain when right before my eyes. Kazehaya's body rolled a bit to the sidewalk but that's where it stopped. My eyes widen with fear as I saw the trail of blood his body left.

I ran down the hill as quick as I could. "Shouta!" I screamed as an ambulance cut me off as I continued to run over to his body. He had a trail of blood coming from his mouth as he looked up at me. "I'm still here…" He muttered before closing his eyes.

I covered my mouth in shock as I screamed his name again and again as I cried on his already cold body. "No!" I screamed. I look in the direction of the little boy. There wasn't one. The driver came out to me. "He just ran right out in front of me." I looked up at the man and spoke. "He tried to saw a little boy."

The man looked confused. "There wasn't a little boy, ma'am." I gasped as I stared in horror. Then what did we see up on that hill?! I thought, completely in shock. In a daze I walked over to Kazehaya's body which was being loaded up into the ambulance as I dialed Chizuru.

"Hello?"

"Chizuru! It's me!" I choked on my words a bit

"Sawa-chan, what's wrong?!" Chizuru almost shouted into the phone.

"Kazehaya… Kazehaya... He got hit by a truck on the street. He's dead…"

"Come over right now! I'm sorry, Sawa-chan…" Chizuru hanged up as I cried myself all the way over to Kazehaya's home. They needed to know first and how sorry I was.

As I ran I got stopped by Sanada-chan. One look on my face and he asked. "What's wrong? Where's Shouta?" Sanada-chan grabbed both my shoulders as I cried. "He got hit by a car! He's- he's gone!" I sobbed into his arms as we walked over to Shouta's home.

His brother Touta answered the door. "Sawa-neechan, what's up? Where's Nii-chan?" I took one look at Touta and hugged him hard. Touta cried into the living room. "Mama!" He had tears as well.

Soon Shouta's family knew of his passing that night as we all mourned. Sanada-chan escorted me to Chizuru's home where Ayane also awaited with an overly-worried Chizuru.

"Where were you?! What happened to Kazehaya?!" Chizuru shook my shoulders as I teary explained how we saw a kid in the street and how the driver said he didn't see a boy except for Kazehaya as if from his vision he saw Kazehaya wanting to get ran over.

Kazehaya's POV

I couldn't feel anything after that car hit me but I could hear Sawako's cries and screaming out my name. I couldn't do or say anything to comfort her at all as I floated like I was on a cloud. When I opened my eyes again I was at the hospital looking at my own body.

Shouldn't I be in Heaven? Where's Kuronuma? I thought as I started to walk around. Nobody seemed to see me as I looked down on my barely visible hands. Am I a ghost? Or a spirit? I said out loud but no one noticed me anyway as I ran back to my house. All that was on me was the shirt I wore minus the coat, hat and scarf and just my jeans and sneakers. I felt for my pocket and saw my phone was strangely still there.

As I turned to look into the window I could see Sawako and Ryu with my family I listened to how Sawako explained the accident even though it was an hour ago. "She must've wanted to tell my family." I could see how upset they were even Ryu was crying a bit and he barely shows emotion at all.

"Why am I still here?!" I shouted into the nothing as I knew nobody could hear me. I looked behind me to see Ryu and Sawako heading to Chizuru's place. I followed behind them, mostly Sawako.

"I've worried you countless times, Sawako." My eyes almost teared up as I look down next to me to see the little boy from before; he had blonde hair and grey eyes with an old tattered striped shirt and shorts.

"It's you!" I shouted not even caring anymore. "Why did you-? Why did you do that?! I died because of you!" the little boy muttered. "You weren't supposed to die." He pointed to Sawako. "She was." That just got me even more upset.

"Leave Sawako alone!" I yelled. The boy huffed before vanishing. It boiled my blood knowing that he was after Sawako. I wouldn't let him get near her if it was the last thing I would ever do.

I watched Sawako cry her eyes out in Chizuru's arms, feeling guilty by the minute from her tears and crying out my name. "Sawako, I'll figure something out. Please don't cry over me." I rubbed tears from my eyes. "I'll follow you for now till I can figure something out." I whispered as my hair hid the tears that flowed from my eyes.

Sawako's POV

I felt another presence in the room but I didn't let Ayane or Chizuru know because they would think I cracked from already loosing Kazehaya. We talk for hours before they walked me home with the presence following us. I looked behind me and saw a bit of a shimmer but I didn't let the girls think anything of it as we got to my house for a good night sleep together.

Alright people what do you think for starters?! It's pretty cool right? Before you ask I sort of based this off of a book series Kissed by an Angel. Well for Kazehaya's case, he's a wandering spirit/ half alive you'll find out later. XD