Get Back Or Good Bye
The war was over, the school was left as nothing but rubble, Lives were lost, families were back together, there was so much of happiness in the air, yet the sorrow in the hearts of the survivors was not erased.
Everyone in the great hall was approaching their loved ones, their families, waiting for the feeling of peace and victory to sink in.
But, amongst these survivors, was Harry, the chosen one, who despite having so many people around him felt alone, unbearably and completely lonely. He dint understand why he felt so. He knew that the Weasleys were his family, the family who loved him like their own son, but, then again, he felt, "like their own son, Not, Their own son". After so many years, Harry Potter missed his OWN family very much. He truly wished he could go and hug his own Mom and dad, Make sure his Own Siblings were hail and healthy, Go back to his own house and feel peaceful.
"STOP" harry said to himself, " I must snap outta these thoughts. What good are they to me? I very well know that my family is lost, lost forever. I cannot sit here feeling bad about it, while the whole wizarding world is celebrating. When me family, Weasleys are waiting for me. I must be there for them, and support them to cope up with the loss caused due to Fred's Death. Even Hermione is alone, I must go to her."
He looked around to see the group of red heads and a brown bushy hair girl, maybe the biggest group in the hall, sitting together, some were sobbing quietly while the others were simply staring into nothingness.
He started walking towards them, feeling completely drained out, and having no idea what he'd say, when he finally will stand in front of the weasleys.
When he was finally standing in front of their table, all of them looked up, Harry wanted to say something, but his throat felt completely dry, he looked at the red and puffy eyed Hermione, then, a pale Ron, and finally rested his eyes on the most beautiful girl in his life, his support system, Ginny. She gave him a reassuring look and immediately looked away. Totally confused, Harry tried to look at Mr. and Mrs. Weasley and tried to say, something, but he couldn't hear his voice.
He then cleared his voice again, and this time addressing Mrs. Weasley particularly, said " Mrs. Weasley, I am really…." And, even before he could complete what he wanted to say, Mrs. Weasley Hugged him tightly, and started crying, She cried, thanked harry, thanked the god, praised harry, and said sooo many other things which harry neither understood nor cared about. All he cared was , he was being hugged by Mrs. Weasley who was like his mother, and the most wonderful woman in his life. Followed by her, all the weasleys and Hermione hugged harry.
Harry felt a lot better right now, but what he wished the most was to be alone, be alone with ginny, so that he could cry out his heart and simply feel her in his arms. But Harry had no idea If he still had the right to Be with Ginny Again. Does she still love him as much as he does? Will She get back to him or leave him forever?