Loneliness
Disclaimer: Tsubasa characters belongs to CLAMP. I only borrowed them to write this fanfict.
Warning: Spoilers up to Infinity Arc.
Mokona couldn't sleep. Since they had come to Infinity, Sakura was more rare each day and no longer let the sweet rice ball sleep with her. The only one she allowed to stay by her side was Fai. Perhaps for not hurt him more, or maybe because he was the only one who understood her. Syaoran didn't count, because he wasn't the same with whom they had been traveling; and Kurogane was too harsh and cold to be able to offer some sort of comfort to her.
-But I'm little round, smoothie and adorable! -Mokona complained banging her legs on Kurogane's chest, where she was trying to sleep.
The ninja took her by the ears and held her in front of his face. There wasn't need for him to say anything for Mokona to understand he was angry because she had awakened him.
-Kurorí ~n -sang the sweet manjûu faking a smile almost as much expertise as the blond wizard.
-If you are imitating the crazy mage is that something happens.
Kurogane landed Mokona over his bed and looked at her for a moment, wondering what could have preoccupied the cream bun.
-Shiro manjûu -he said gruffly. -You're taking time to drop what the hell is wrong with you.
Mokona looked at him. She didn't know how to express in words the situation in where she was, so she chose to describe him her feelings.
-I feel abandoned. Syaoran doesn't pay me any attention, Sakura is almost never with me and Fai has eyes only for her. I know I'm not the only one for whom this hurt, but I can't help it.
The ninja took the rice ball and stroked a couple of times her head. Comfort the manjûu didn't stuck with his style but, as things stood, the only thing he could do was try at least Mokona doesn't lose joy.
-Syaoran has come at a sensitive time and don't know how to act, Sakura is heartbroken and Fai... -he hesitated for a moment about how to explain it to the cream bum. -Fai is trying to distance himself from the group in a stupid attempt to not cause more suffering. He just kept himself physically close to Sakura because he knows that, if he distances himself from her, he'll cause even more pain to her.
- But I'm little round, smoothie and adorable! -Mokona repeated. -That's why I don't understand why she's rejecting me.
-Because she doesn't want to hurt you with the pieces of her broken heart -said the ninja, unable to avoid admitting that the princess and the crazy wizard were like two drops of water. -And now, go to sleep a damn time.
A/N: I wrote this fict in an attempt to show the feelings Mokona felt at Infinity. I hope I was successful with my interpretation xD
Please, read and review n.n
And I apologize if there are any mistake n.n I'm not very good at English