"Mom, Please let me go, I promise I'm ready." I said harshly
"Bella, are you sure you can handle it, I mean he really hurt her." my mother Renee said in a caring tone.
"Dammit mom, I know you don't want to lose me, but I want to go back, I swear" I told Renee while stomping my foot to the ground.
"Okay, okay, your right hunny, call me right when you get there, promise."
"Promise" I said as I gave her a kiss on the cheek and waved goodbye.
This feeling of excitement filled me, as I walked towards the plane. I was heading to hell, and I didn't know what was going to happen.
Fuck Bella! Stop thinking this, I can do this, I want to go back, I want to see all my friends, and Charlie, and I miss Jacob terribly.
I knew this was the right decision...I think.
I rested my head against the soft pillow, and closed my eyes. I was heading back to the place where I first felt real love, and the place I first felt real heartbreak.
I drifted off into sleep.
"Edward," I called out
"Bella I have missed you so much." He ran to me, and place his big arms around my waist.
God, I have missed this feeling.
"I'm so sorry Bella, I didn't mean to- I cut him off with my lips, I set a passionate kiss on his lips.
"You have no idea, how much I have missed your touch," Edward told me softly, while brushing the hair out of my face.
He leaned down and pressed his lips to my hair, and softly kissed it, and breathed it.
I felt happy, for the first time in a long time, this felt all too real.
"Bella, I must go" Edward said as he disappeared in a flash.
"NO! NO! EDWARD!" I screamed for him.
"NOOOO!" I screamed. I saw that I was on the plane.
It was just a dream...It's been so long since I have had one of those in such a long time. It felt so real. Maybe it was just the fact that I was going back to the place where he left me, and told me that we couldn't be together because it was "too risky."
I wasnt sure how I could handle possibly seeing him again.
I did miss Alice, Rosalie, Emmett, Jasper, Esme, and Carlisle. I loved them all like my own family. I couldn't deny it from myself either, I missed Edward all too much.