The speed limit increased and increased rapidly her car flashed through the express way. If only her problems where as fast.
"No, no, no, no… this can't be happening." She told herself driving carefully while speeding. She saw the speed numbers increased but she did not care at the moment all she needed to do was escape from reality at least once, she owed herself that.
"Seriously Caroline" She scolded herself. Get it together, control yourself woman. You're heading nowhere so just slow down and think everything through; it couldn't be that bad you have time to think things over. Her conscience always being her guide, sometimes she believed she was crazy.
Everything is going to be okay. Ha she chuckled to herself, if she had a dime every time she said that, she could have been filthy rich… or at least get herself twenty pairs of shoes with that kind of money. Last time she was saying that line, "everything will be okay" she was standing half naked with her best friends Bonnie and Elena, long story short they weren't okay…only naked. She started to laugh but slowly it turned into sobs she tried to control the tears in her eyes from falling yet they continue to pour she could not deny the pain she felt on her chest.
She always played it safe even in her job. She worked in a law firm, she was controlling at times but for her everything needed to be right.
"Really April, I told you the pink tabs are for the emergency numbers from the clients the rest should just contain the yellow tabs. I did not choose you over Mindy as my intern for your lack of listening skills, so don't make me regret the decision." She snapped her fingers twice pointing at the large stack of pink tabs and then back to April giving her a gazing stare before storming away to her next meeting.
Silence and the continuation of passing cars surrounded her. She tilted her head back letting her loose blonde curls fall to her side as she hit the car head rest. Closing her eyes she let out a frustrating scream. "Aaaaaaaaaahhhhhgggggghhh!" (That could be an understatement) Then she released a sigh. Pulling down the mirror compartment she looked at her bright blue eyes, she could still see light inside of her but like a candle it would soon be blown out.
"It's okay Caroline…you're not 18 anymore you are a grown woman. You can solve things on your own. You always have."
Ever since she was a child when her parents divorced she was always there for herself and her mother. The fact she was only eight and had to think why daddy left mommy for another man was very confusing, but as time progressed the media did not fail her. She found out that daddy was in a whole different team…if you know what I mean.
To her mother's surprise she turned out to be a very talkative child and never bullied around…until high school where she always fell for the most abusive "boyfriends" if night-one-stands count and make-out sessions. It's not her fault that they are always very attractive and well you know mysterious, still she looked for them and they looked for her. So the "love" was mutual.
Still she couldn't believe her own words. Agitated she closed the compartment and pressed the gas petal at full force, she felt the rush once again it didn't matter if it was for a short period of time. Soon she would have to face reality even if it would be a bitch slap to the face.
Well that's the first chapter everrrrr that i have done here. Please review and tell me what you think. I have a tumblr, nerd-onthe-loose, it's not a Klaroline page but if you have any questions please ask anything. Thanks for reading!