A/N: Yes, I know, I haven't updated since last CHRISTMAS. I am sorry to anyone that actually reads my stories. Here's something that just kinda popped into my mind while listening to "Last Song" by Gackt. I know the translation and this fic just kinda happened XD
Disclamer: I. DO. NOT. OWN. TRINITY BLOOD. Only this fic. All characters belong to their respectable owners.
Tears pooled in the winter-blue eyes of a silvery-haired man wandering aimlessly about, all alone. He missed her so much, his pain was unbearable but yet he managed to hide it from his close friends. They don't need my burdens. They shouldn't shoulder the burdens of a monster like me... He thought looking up at the clouded winter sky. He sighed his breath turning to a misty white as snow began to fall. The snow always fell when he was saddest...he didn't know why, it just did...maybe she was crying too...? The broken-winged black angel slumped to the snow-covered earth. How he longed to make his wish come true, before his body disappeared. "I want to hold you again, Lilith...I want to be in your warm embrace again..." The tears finally spilled over and flowed across his pale cheeks as he clutched the intricate rosary around his neck. She had given it to him. It was her most precious treasure and she had given it to a monster like me... "Lilith...will we ever be together again...? Will I ever feel your warmth again? Everything's been so cold...even on hot summer days I shiver...I want you back...I wish I had been as gentle as you were...I wish that I hadn't hurt you so much when I was just a kid...I still love you. Even now I can't stop thinking about you." A far off memory flashed brilliantly in his head and he held himself tightly, sobbing. "...I want to hold you once more."