A deeper look into the episode/s where Sieghart tried to kill Elie...Not much but... shrug

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Something To Remember

Chapter 1: Elie

Pain shoots up my head.

No...not just my head...my whole body seems to be on fire...

"Stop it! What are you doing!?!! What have I done to you?!?!" I remember crying out.

"WHY ARE YOU DOING THIS TO--!"

...I can't take it anymore! A scream tears through the night. And I know it to be mine...my scream...

For a moment I wonder how I could produce such a loud and shrill sound...but the mind-numbing pain that is filling me quickly drives the thought away, almost before it even began to be formed...

I think I screamed again. And again...and again...and finally a long blood- curling one escapes my mouth...

My throat feels so scratchy now... sore...

There has to be an end to this! A limit! It MUST be impossible for pain this much to exist. Shouldn't I have already passed out from all the pain?

Contrary to what people may think, I don't wish for death. Not even a quick and 'merciful' one that would put me out of this misery.

So I refuse to die. I will live. I will accomplish my quest. I will find my true self!

Until then, I will fight and I will never give up...Akiramenai...

Zettai ni akiramenai!

As if on cue, another bolt of power or lightning strikes me...

I don't scream this time...Akiramenai...I moan out softly. Haru would no doubt agree with me. He too has a quest and an important one at that. I was really happy he decided to help me with my search...

How long has it been anyway? Since we first met? I don't know...I can't remember anymore...I can't think...

Haru...where is he? Haru...where are you?

I think I taste blood on my lips...

I can't be sure...

Help me, Haru...I don't think I'm strong enough to live...

I'm scared Haru...I'm really really scared...

Haru!...Where are you?!?! Can't you hear me? I must have screamed loud enough to wake the whole city up already! Wait, I'm in the outskirts of the city...I guess you can't...

Hear me that is...

The pain isn't going away...

Tasukette...Tasukette Haru...Onegai...

Tasukette...

Haru...

End Chapter 1

Note: I probably screwed up with the grammar...Forgive me...No one beta-ed this and I wouldn't be so arrogant as to announce I'm proficient in English. Oh yeah, thanks to whoever made it possible to have a Rave section in ! I've been waiting for this ever since I watched Rave on AXN.

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