Disclaimer : Chrno Crusade is owned by Daisuke Moriyama! Not mine! Though I don't mind to own it if I can...Ehehehe ( drool...)
A/N : This comes to my mind when I heard Changing My Life's song, Eternal Snow. Well, the story is also based on for last volume of the CC manga for chapter 55. This is my first time to write poem fic, be nice please! .; This is far from good but at least give it a read, that's all I need.
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Snow descended softly like a hazy light rain in the chilling bright
I gazed out through the cloudy casement, witnessing nothing but the haze view
The sea of cemetery where thousands crosses swelled
Many people were here, staring nothing as if they were waiting to their final destination
I didn't even know the reason for me to be here...
The train ran fleeting the silent field of graveyards so hastily
Like my ephemeral life that was left behind
Escorting to the painless place, far away from warm kindness and embrace
So cold yet so calm...I sought this peace infinitely
When I stared behind on the pile of the snow as I awakened from this dream,
I could see the footprints that marked on the white icy blanket.
The footpath was vanished leisurely as the fallen white snow masked them
It made me conjecture how many years I had run as far as I could
But I knew that this time...I would rest
Seventeen years to conclude all the dilemmas in my mind
Haunted in dread nightmare with tormenting years for losing my dear brother
Seventeen years....
So short yet so long
I'd accomplished the purpose of my life
I treasured every small thing, every encounter
A paper, full of memories
Painful inside, I still insisted on a weak smile, tempted with fake happiness
I knew I pushed myself so hard to disguise my weakness by pretending to be strong
Slowly it got darkened like a fallen shadow in front of my eyes
Hiding the truth behind the dark layer
I couldn't spot anything anymore...the white necropolis, the gray pastel sky...
These were all lies....that the truth was...
I hasted to the end of the again as I gained my conscious
The truth was....I desired to be at your side....as long as I could
I was certain this time without hesitation...
I would run once more
For you...
For myself