Universe: Movie

Character(s): Allspark - OC - Tripticon

Pairings: None

Rating: K+

There was no voice behind the words. And yet Rachel heard and understood. As if the Allsparks sentiments where being printed in her mind.

'What does this mean?' It asked again.

Rachel took a deep breath. "That… they're going to take you out of me… and I'm going to die… you'll have no body again."

The Allspark said nothing. She wondered if it had understood her. If it even wanted to. Then it answered.

'They wish to make me a non entity again? I will not feel I will not
taste will not see I will not consider? '

"…Yes, that's right."

'...No I do not wish this.' It said. Rachel chuckled. A wet, sad sound.

"Yeah, me neither." She sniffed.

'I do not wish this.' It repeated. 'My vessel will go.'

She scoffed. "It's not like I wouldn't if I could." she protested.
"But we're alone. For all we know, Broadband and the rest of the new sparks are dead. We're in a cell in a ship underwater, guarded by Decepticons. Even if we could get out of the cell, we'd have nowhere to go."

'My vessel wishes to stop? Go now.'

"Did you hear anything I just said? I don't want to stop, but there is nothing I can do!"



' GO NOW GO NOW . NOW NOW NOW.'

Rachel was temporarily overwhelmed by the force of the repeated order.
There was still no voice, but the Allspark was screaming.

Suddenly she was flooded with emotions. Strong angry red, claustrophobic panic, shocking helplessness all churning in her chest, making it hard to breath. The worst part was, she wasn't sure if they belonged to the Allspark, or if she had simply lost the hold she'd had on her own. And all the while the Allsparks childish, petulant order rang round and round in her head.

"Allspark, I can't. Listen, Allspark? Stop. Stop that now! STOP RIGHT NOW!" She screamed. But the Allspark continued.

'I WILL NOT BE A NON ENTITY I HAVE HAD LIFE I WILL NOT GO BACK I WILL NOT BE A TOOL I WILL NOT GIVE UP MY VESSEL I WILL NOT BE IMPRISONED I WILL HAVE FREEDOM THE VESSEL IS MINE THEY WILL NOT MAKE IT STOP I WILL FIGHT THEY WILL PAY THEY WILL BECOME NON ENTITIES THEY WILL DIE.'

Unbidden by her, Rachels hands clenched and unclenched themselves. She hardly noticed when she got to her feet and started staggering around the room, until she hit the wall.

Her hands, under a power that was not her own, ran up and down the metal surface as far as she could reach.
There wasn't room left in her for any more panic, but the focus of the emotion shifted from her trapped position, to the realization that she was no longer in control of her own body. That somehow, the Allspark was directing her.

"What are you doing?!" she shrieked. The Allspark, did not reply to her, but continued its rambling triad.

'THEY ARE STRONGER THAN MY VESSEL THEIR VESSEL IS STRONGER THAN THEY ARE I WILL TURN THEIR VESSEL AGAINST THEM I WILL LIVE I WILL LIVE I WILL LIVE.'

Her hands stuck to the wall as if they were magnetically drawn to it. The Allspark moved them along, following hidden circuitry and wiring. Searching for something.

Finally it seemed to find it. A small, hairline crack in the wall. Something Rachel never would have seen or cared about on her own.

A feeling of almost mad triumph washed through her. It was obviously the Allsparks emotion, she didn't understand why they should be feeling it. Nor did she have time to wonder. Seconds after finding the 

crack, Rachel felt the intensely painful and soothing feeing of new life leaving her and entering into the inanimate.

For the briefest of moments, through the pain, Rachel managed a confused thought.

There was no body. No old car or stereo system, but new life was going into something. Then the whole ship shuddered, throwing her from her feet. She with a yelp, she hit her head on the floor. When the shuttering stopped, she sat up, the cell seemed to swim in and out of focus.

Suddenly she doubled over in pain and retched violently. She'd always felt a little sick after brining the inanimate to life, but this was different. Her muscles were spasming and making her shake in a way that was instantly exhausting.

"What did you do?" She asked in a gurgling hiss. Saliva was dripping from her mouth in long strings. Even if she had noticed, she lacked the strength to stop it.

"Allspark. What's different. What did you do?" she mewled. But the Allspark made no reply. Suddenly the ship shuttered again. But this time it didn't stop. It grew stronger and stronger, accompanied by a sub bass growling that made Rachels very insides itch.

Suddenly the room tilted. She slipped in her own vomit and slid to the far end of the room. Had she had the strength she would have yelped, screamed, anything. As it was, there was only the thunk! as her body hit the far wall, which was quickly becoming the floor.

Not that other people didn't raise their own voices.

All through the Nemesis, curses where flung and explanations were demanded, which failed to be given.

The growling sound grew into a wild howl, mad and primal. Soon it was accompanied by furious, bewildered screams, as the ships internal defense systems turned on the Decepticons and picked them off.

Rachel felt that things had never been more out of her control. She was sick, She was terrified, she hurt so much.

She curled in on herself, still laying on her side, and wept without restraint. And in the back of her mind, ignored by the hysterical girl, were printed the Allsparks words.

'They would make me stop. I will not stop. They must all of them stop. I will stop all my creations. I will live. They will not live. No more Autobots no more Decepticons. I will live. I will not stop.'

A/N



And I suppose this Ladies and gents, is how I would write the whole "Girl-through-some-sort-of-kookiness-gets-fused-with-the-Allspark-sort-of-thing" story. :3

Incase it's not obvious,

Vessel Rachel
Stop Die

The Allspark would not technically die if taken out of Rachel, but it would no longer be self aware. It would be a non-sentient computer program. Basically.

In this ficlet, the Allspark is new to being conscious, and is very selfish in that it would do anything to please itself. Trough Rachel it's able to experience things, like touch, music, sight and taste. As such, Rachel is very important to it, though it doesn't care what emotional turmoil she goes through. It thinks of her as little more than a conduit through which it may experience pleasing things (Not sex you ninny).

Right now, Rachel has been through so much crap, that the Allspark is the only thing keeping her alive. If it were to be removed, she would die.

She doesn't really know that much about Autobots and Decepticons, and as such is terrified by both, drawing no distinctions.

I certainly like wumping my Mary Sue's, don't I?

Anywhooo, What did you think?