If Only

If only your smile would go on forever

If only the love in your eyes would stay there forever

But it changes when you look at me

If only I could stay here asleep forever

If only you were the you in my dreams for now and forever

But it changes when I'm awake

If only I could hold on forever

If only I could hide from forever

But you love her

If only I could lie here forever

If only I could cry here forever

But you've told me

If only I could deny it forever

If only you didn't say it to me

But you're going to marry her not me

If only I wasn't your best friend

If only I wasn't your best man

But I am

If only I had the courage to say how I feel

If only I had the strength to stand up and say it

But I don't so on with the wedding

If only your smile would go on forever

If only the love in your eyes would stay there forever

But it doesn't

If only I had acted sooner

If only I had the courage to

But now…

Only in my dreams will you be mine

Only in my dreams is that smile for me

But it's only in my dreams that you love me