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Warning: AU-setting, shoujo manga-like theme, and gender bending
Comment #1: Welcome to the second installment of 'Approve of Cancel?'. I know I have said that I would not be posting until I have a definite plot ready; but I tossed that idea out the window. Why? Simply because I like writing to the flow of the plot that comes to me. In other words, I do not like planning things for my stories because for one, this is not a report for school, and secondly, I feel that if I planned things my creativity is constricted. With that said, here's the first chapter of the second installment.
I don't know if I should be amused or be angry by the fact that Kanda had actually planned this. By this, I meant me interchanging between being a guy and being a girl every time I think about him. For example, when I am… for lack of a better word, smitten by him, I change into a girl, and when I am angry with him, I change into a guy. Bloody seriously, it is annoying because I want to remain in my true gender once and for all.
Then again… is it weird that I am used to these changes?
Allie pushed Kanda away with a scowl firmly placed on her expression. She was definitely not amused by how he managed to steal her kiss… her first kiss. If Kanda thought she would forget how he practically used her for his own selfish purpose (although she was unsure of what that purpose is), he got another thing coming.
Oh yeah, Allie would not forgive him not matter how many times he says, "I'm sorry" or gives her sweet smiles. Although she highly doubt Kanda would sweetly smile at her… that just does not seem like his character. Then again, if he did… she might forgive him; keyword being – might.
"You jerk, don't think I've forgotten that you ditched me on our date with another girl," Allie glowered at him with a scowl, and her arms crossed to show that she was deeply displeased by his action.
Kanda raised an eyebrow at her action before a frown made its way on his face. Her scowl looked akin to a pout, but he did not dare to voice it out loud considering how his fiancée looked like she might slap him.
"You said it was okay," he reminded with a slight twitch. Really, he did not understand what she was saying at all. As far as he remembered, Allie had given him permission to chat with Lenalee when they met her, and now she was against it?
Allie twitched at his response as a little voice inside her head uttered, 'Tch', typical guy response.' Outwardly, her glare sharpened to the point she would have nearly smirk when she noted Kanda's slight twitch if she was not angry with him. "Did it look like I was okay?" she all but retorted.
Kanda uncharacteristically let out a sigh and ran a hand through his long hair. He seriously did not know what to say and for the second time in an hour, he found himself saying, "I'm sorry."
Allie childishly let out a, "Humph!" and crossed her arms. She was not going to give in that quickly; after all, he ditched her (when she was the one who asked him out) and she felt like a fool afterwards.
"I bet Lavi wouldn't do something like this," she stated, looking back at the idol to gauge for his expression.
Kanda's eyes widen for a fraction of a second before he narrowed his eyes at her. His mind was quickly trying to come up with an answer as to what did that idiotic rabbit have to do with this… situation. Whatever the case may be, he did not like it one bit.
"What did the Baka Usagi say?" he asked with a frown decisively planted on his expression. Although he would not admit it, Kanda was nervous about what Allie might say… his resounding heartbeat echoing in his ears was the proof of that.
Allie let out a smirk at his visage for a moment before she felt a bubbling feeling in the pit of her stomach. 'Why am I feeling guilty about this?' she shouted in her mind as she sulked with a pout.
"Allie?" Kanda asked tentatively, uncertain if he wanted to know what she has to say.
"…He wanted to date me," Allie finally responded with a sigh.
Her eyes immediately widened when Kanda grabbed her by her shoulders, and shook her as he said, "No! I won't let you! You're mine."
Allie let out a wince when he finally released her. She was confused by his possessiveness but she quickly shook that thought off; after all, he was just using her, right? 'I mean, why would anyone go as far as to change someone's gender and then make that someone your fiancée? That is simply weird on so many levels, and I just don't get it!' her confusion echoed in her mind.
She pushed away her thoughts, and focused on the matter at hand. "And why not? Lavi's a nice person, and you can't tell me what to do," she retorted with a glare.
Kanda massaged his temple as if he was trying to ease an oncoming headache, and let out a long yet deep sigh as if he was exasperated by the whole matter. "Allie, trust me, okay?" he started in a calm yet controlled tone, almost as if he was trying his best not to be angry with her. "Besides, why would you want to date Lavi when you're engaged with me?" he continued in near desperate tone that she did not know he could do.
If Allie were not in this situation, she would have recorded it and sell it millions of his fans. She would have undoubtedly made billions from that tiny clip.
"The same reason why you ditched me for Lenalee," Allie responded as if that explained everything.
"Lenalee is my childhood friend, nothing more, nothing less," Kanda felt the need to explain himself even though he has no idea why she was being this stubborn. "I told you that when I introduced you to her."
Allie pursed her lips into a tight line as she stared at Kanda. She did not understand why he does not get the fact that he did something wrong. And sure as bloody hell, she was not going to budge from her position, and if he cannot comprehend his mistake, well then…
The two did not say anything for a couple of minutes until Allie exhaled deeply.
"And who told you that you can go converse with your childhood friend when you're on a date?" Allie felt compelled to inquire that since she knew that he would never understand why she was angry with him if she did not.
"You're the one who gave permission in the first place," Kanda reminded with a twitch, and added, "And you're the one who said it was okay."
"Well, it was not okay, okay!" she all but screamed in response.
Kanda ran a hand through his hand once again, and gritted his teeth to stop himself from yelling at her. "How was I supposed to know that?" he replied in a controlled tone.
Allie scowled at him in retaliation and answered, "It's obvious. I'm going to go to Lavi's."
Kanda mentally counted to ten, even though he was positive that it would not work to soothe his anger towards a certain rabbit. He did not want to make Allie burst into tears for the second time in the same hour. "And why the hell are you going to the Baka Usagi? And how the hell do you have his address?" he questioned with a twitch. He was quite positive that Allie does not even know his address, and he's her fiancée. He was not jealous.
"Lavi is my tea friend," Allie replied with a grin. She was going to get her revenge on him for leaving her behind during their date. Besides, he did not even called her later that night to ensure that she got home safely, and she was going to make sure that he pays dearly for that as well.
"Since when did he become your 'tea friend'?" Kanda felt another headache throbbing in his mind. He did not like where this conversation was headed.
"Since we went out to have tea when you ditched me on our first date," Allie retorted with her arms crossed as she let out a smug smirk. "Now, can you please leave? I have to get ready," she added whilst she pushed him out of her bedroom.
And that was, by far, the longest conversation she has had with Kanda, and she did not enjoy it one bit.