Author's Note: Hope you enjoy this story and chapter. This is co-written by Spottedmask12. We don't own Harry Potter or any of the songs. We took off this story because someone said that it was against the rules. We have double checked the rules and it says nothing in the rules that would make this story not allowed to be published. Thanks!
The Order was having an important meeting at the beginning of the school year. Because the kids were at school they didn't have to worry about anyone listening in. Their meeting was interrupted by a screen slowly ascending from the ceiling, and a voice echoed through the room, "This will help you win the war against Lord Voldemort. Please watch quietly, and do not hurt each other. We are the only ones who can use magic in this room. Also these songs are basically what the children are feeling. Good luck! The first song is about Harry."
The Order was stunned and then the music began to play.
"Welcome To My Life"
Do you ever feel like breaking down?
Do you ever feel out of place,
"Um okay, what is this about?" Sirius asked very confused.
Like somehow you just don't belong
And no one understands you?
"All the time," Severus said quietly.
Do you ever wanna run away?
Do you lock yourself in your room
With the radio on turned up so loud
That no one hears you're screaming?
"That's not good," Remus noted worriedly. Mad Eye Moody rolled his magic eye.
No, you don't know what it's like
When nothing feels all right
You don't know what it's like
To be like me
"Oh the poor dear," Molly fretted while Arthur patted her back.
To be hurt
To feel lost
To be left out in the dark
To be kicked when you're down
To feel like you've been pushed around
To be on the edge of breaking down
And no one's there to save you
No, you don't know what it's like
Welcome to my life
Everyone looked deeply concerned that Harry felt this way. Finally Sirius voiced what they all were thinking, "Well shit! How are we going to win a war with Harry feeling basically suicidal?"
Dumbledore looked pensive. His plan wouldn't work if Harry felt like this.
Do you wanna be somebody else?
Are you sick of feeling so left out?
Are you desperate to find something more
Before your life is over?
Are you stuck inside a world you hate?
Are you sick of everyone around?
With their big fake smiles and stupid lies
While deep inside you're bleeding
Sirius and Remus looked sick from listening to how destructive Harry's soul was.
No, you don't know what it's like
When nothing feels all right
You don't know what it's like
To be like me
Tonks sighed sadly, "No we don't."
Bill glared, "The Dursley's are so going to die for this."
To be hurt
To feel lost
To be left out in the dark
To be kicked when you're down
To feel like you've been pushed around
To be on the edge of breaking down
And no one's there to save you
No you don't know what it's like
Welcome to my life
Sirius turned to the rest of the Order, "How far do you think the abuse went?"
Remus paled at the question, and Tonks answered, "Far enough." No one liked that answer.
No one ever lied straight to your face
And no one ever stabbed you in the back
You might think I'm happy but I'm not gonna be okay
"We really need to talk to Harry," Kingsley said in his deep calm voice.
Everybody always gave you what you wanted
You never had to work it was always there
Severus frowned. This whole song was messing up everything he thought was true about the Potter brat.
You don't know what it's like, what it's like
To be hurt
To feel lost
To be left out in the dark
To be kicked when you're down
To feel like you've been pushed around
To be on the edge of breaking down
And no one's there to save you
No, you don't know what it's like (What it's like)
Almost all the women in the Order were crying by now.
To be hurt
To feel lost
To be left out in the dark
To be kicked when you're down
To feel like you've been pushed around
To be on the edge of breaking down
And no one's there to save you
No, you don't know what it's like
Welcome to my life
Welcome to my life
Welcome to my life
The whole room felt melancholy. However the mood changed when Lucius suddenly appeared with Narcissa and the voice once again was heard. "You cannot hurt them they have to hear the music too. The next song is about their son, Draco."
The Order reluctantly left the Malfoys alone as the music began.