I hear a loud noise, and I feel the ground shake beneath me. There's panic, Where's Prim, and Mom? Where's Dad? And then my heart stops. Dad. I'm running to the door, but it's like I'm running in place. No matter how fast I run, I never get any closer to the door, But I already know what has happened. It doesn't take me long to realize that the mines have exploded, could He still be alive? Doubtful, but I won't let myself believe he's gone. I run and I run, finally I'm getting closer to the door, Only inches away from placing my hands on the door knob. I open the door, but instead of ruins and ashed from the explosion, I'm in a forest, but not just any forest. I know this forest all too well, this is the arena. My pulse quickens, every fiber of my being is filled with fear. I need to get out, my life depends on it. Suddenly, I hear Rue cry my name, and I know what's happening. Tears roll to my eyes and I scream her name, running through the woods. Maybe I can save her, but as I get there, it's too late. The spear has pierced her tiny body, and I shoot an arrow at Marvel once again. I'm running to her, and I kneal beside her, placing her head on my lap, She asks me to sing for her, but before I start she's slipping away. She's dissapearing right in my arms, I try to hold her tight, keep her here with me, but she's gone now and and im clutching my arms, to my torso. I want to cry, and I do. But I get up, I'm here again and I need to continue moving. I'm walking through the forest, and I see Glimmer's limp, swollen body, lying there. It's like they never even bothered to pick her up. Like they wanted me to see what I had done. I continue walking, that's all I can do. Then as quick as you could snap your fingers, I'm in the cave. Peeta is lying there, bleeding out, and I can't do much about it, and he's got that nasty fever he had, and the tears start streaming down my face and I'm curled up in a ball, trying to pretend this isn't happening. I'm lying there for a while, in silence but the, I hear a fierce growl and I know what's next. It's like I'm living through all the worst horrors I've seen. I get up and run, I dont see Peeta or Cato, but I figure they're up at the cornucopia, things aren't going exactly the way they did the first time. I run to the cornucopia and there they are, fighting their way up to safety and I'm standing in the bushed because I see myself along with the others. I'm watching the whole scene play out, I see Cato fall to his death, being mauled by the Mutts. I watch myself end his misery, it's the weirdest feeling, to watch yourself, when you, yourself are standing right there. Then I'm walking around, and I'm not in the arena anymore, it's dark. I can't see more than a few inches ahead of me, then the older woman, the victor from district four appears, She looks at me with a dark and sinister look in her eyes, then slowly she starts morphing into a large rat, and I don't know what to do, I'm paralyzed with fear, She's gnawing my face off and I can't get her off of me, I'm screaming, but to no avail. Then, it stops. I'm in a white room and the Avoxes to be are there. Their hair has already been dyed that fiery red I've become so accustomed to seeing, I watch frozen and helpess while gloved hands carry out the bloody tongues. I'm screaming at the top of my lungs and I wake up. I'm wrapped in peeta's arms tightly, surrounding me in comfort and protection. His forehead is against mine and he's hushing me softly, trying to calm me down. I feel better, being in his arms. I start to steady my breathing and he presses his lips softly against my forhead, I relax against him, as dry as my mouth is, I decide to lay back down with him because this is the only place I feel safe. Too bad I can't stay here forever.