Hey guys! This is going to be a one-shot / song-fic. I hope you guys like it :D also read my other story Sleeping With The Devil!
You – The Pretty Reckless
He doesn't need me. I need him. He doesn't see me the way I see him.
He loves someone else, well at least he doesn't love me right? It makes it easier when he breaks up with me. Now I know that I could fool him like he fooled me.
It makes it easier right? To know that he would be left heartbroken, the way KC left me. The way I felt so insecure and the next way I felt like I was on top of the world. The only difference is that I'm afraid he might catch me if I fall.
To know that he might love me makes me scared and left open. I know he is not over Julia. I just have this feeling that he is just using me to fill up the gaping hole in his chest. But… if he does love me… I think I just might love him back.
He stole me, my heart, my mind, my life. What did I take from him? His heart? His soul? Anything? Nothing..
His heart belongs to someone else and he handed it to her. How am I suppose to feel knowing that I could never compare to her? I know we are together but when I say 'I love you' … I mean it.
What am I suppose to do when he leaves me to go mourn over her? I don't have that power to make him stay. All I want is him…
"Clare…" Eli gives me a note and walks away. I was getting ready to put my stuff in my locker, but all my books fell. I sighed then picked it up. I pushed my books into my locker, and then closed it.
I slid down my locker and grabbed the note lifelessly.
From Eli
To Clare
My hands shook as I unfolded the small piece of paper.
You don't want me, no
You don't need me…
Like I want you
Like I need you
And I want you in my life
And I need you in my life
You can't see me, no
Like I see you
I can't have you, no
Like you have me
And I want you in my life
And I need you in my life
You can't feel me, no
Like I feel you
I can't steal you, no
Like you stole me
And I want you in my life
And I need you in my life
A tear escaped from me as I read this. I picked up my bag from the floor and ran outside to find Eli. As I walked to the parking lot, with the only car in it, I found him looking up at the sky. I couldn't calm myself down as I ran towards him. I sprinted to his car and he sat up and wiped my fallen tear. As he did so, I placed my hand on his and kissed him. It was the way I felt when we first kissed, the same old butterflies except this time they had very hyper children. When we separated, I looked into his eyes and saw his eyes were glassy.
"I didn't know you wanted me as bad as I wanted you," we smiled and he grabbed my head, firm but gently.
"I only want you," he closed the space between us.
I hope you liked it! It wasn't much, but it was EClare :D was it fluffy enough? Don't think it's all about the fluffiness, there is some drama, and some heartbreaks. Review?