Shuichi's Addiction
Summary: Yuki plays Shuichi for a fool but Yuki is the fool when Ryuichi lets Shuichi take his "drug" I suck at this look Shuichi Ryuichi Toma and 2 guys to be named later find this "drug" Shuichi and Toma forget about Yuki and their fight to untie for this "drug"
A/N: Ok Shuichi fans this is a all about Shuichi story it has some Yuki bashing but by the end Yuki might get some love it will have Yuko making the guys think about how much more they can love with this "drug" some chapters will be songfic style at first this was a 3 part songfic but one night high it became a story
Disclaimer: I own nothing but if I did Shuichi Ryuichi Yuki Toma k and Fujisuki would be mine
Shuichi's Addiction
Chapter 1: Memories
Summary: Shuichi remembers his first time
Shuichi sat in the dark studio staring at the walls. He was deep in thought, for the past 8 months he's been cheating on Yuki. He was thinking of why he couldn't help his self he thought back to the begining
8 moths ago
Shuichi was up waiting for Yuki again. it was the fourth time this week. Shuichi wonder why was he so late? Was he cheating or what? He look at his watch 3:25 am, he look at the door, he heard Yuki's key unlock the door. He jump up and ran to the opening door ready to pounce. Yuki let Shuichi hug him after a minute he push shuichi off him. we said nothing and walk to the couch. He pick up the remote and started watching tv. Shuichi sat next to him, he have been holding it in all week he didn't wnat to start an fight. Tonight he have had it, he wanted to know, he needed to know was it happening again. Yuki was known to cheat, he has cheated so many times. Shuichi had lost count he always come home, so Shuichi had let it go but in last 2 weeks its been every other night. Yuki would leave and come home late real late and 2 nights ago he didn't come home at all. Shuichi wonder who it was this time. His thoughts was broken by Yuki calling his name
"Shuichi, don't you have work early in the morning?" Yuki said not looking away from the tv
Shuichi got up and walk infront of the tv and look Yuki in the face
"I was waiting on you like I been doing every other night for the past 2 weeks. Who is this time Yuki. I know your cheating on me so tell me, who is it." Shuichi said not trying to show how scared he was.
"Why you want to know? You know I need this." Yuki said coldly
Shuichi tried not to tear up. "Why? Yuki why? Am I not doing it for you, what I need to do to make you stay at home? Let me know Yuki I would do anything, please Yuki?"
Yuki stood up and cut the tv off. He walks up to Shuichi looking mad. Shuichi steps back he had did now Yuki was mad
"YOU KNOW YOU CAN DO. YOU CAN LEAVE IF YOU CAN'T TRUST ME UNDERSTAND I NEED THIS. YOU CAN THE HELL OUT!" He yelled pointing at the door. The tears came Shuichi couldn't stop them, he was hurting and he was tired of Yuki cheating. He wanted to be with Yuki
"Yuki I love you but how long will I have to wait for you to get this "need" out? How many nights would I have to wait for you to come home out of somebody else's bed? I want to be with you and stay by your side" Shuichi said as his heart hurt. Yuki grab his arm hard and pull him to the door. Yuki opened the door and push shuichi out
"JUST GO YOU DAM BRAT I'LL CALL YOU WHEN MY "NEED IS OUT" AND DON'T EVEN THINK OF GIVING MY ASS AWAY" Yuki yelled and he slam the door
Shuichi fell to his knees outside the door and sob almost out of breathe. he cried Yuki's name for 10 minutes. Yuki never open the door Shuichi got himself together and walk to the park where he and Yuki first meet. He lay on an bench on an hill crying trying not to go to sleep but sleep hit him it was an sweet relief from the pain he was feeling. He awoke with the pain still there he started crying, he wanted to go back home and to Yuki. He didn't get up he just layed there. He heard a couple coming in the distance the guy's voice he knew. He couldn't remember anything the pain fromYuki block his thoughts. He tried to hold it in but he sob loudly. The girl spotted him
"Oooh look that guy over there is crying. Let's go see if he's ok." she said pulling her partner with her. He saw Shuichi's pink hair he ran up to him he drop to Shuichi's side she stood on the end by his head looking down
"SHU-CHAN?! WHAT'S WRONG? WHAT HAPPEN WITH YOU AND EIRI-SAN?!" He cried out almost sounding like he was going to cry Shuichi turn over
"S...Sakuma-san?!" he said in raspy voice he open his eyes. he blink it wasn't his idol he was looking at it was woman. He look in her hazel brown eyes. They were beauiful loking at him with