My eye lids fluttered open i looked to my side seeing that crisp blonde hair covering your face and thought to myself:

'I wish there were more days like this. I wish she would just brake up with me and not cheat on me even though i already know, and i just wish you would come back for me, but no it's not going to happen and it's all YOUR fault.' I was angry and for once I was gonna be the one to leave not you, not again.

I got up from bed and grabbed my boxers from the ground and slipped them on, i then fished around for pants and pulled those on to. I found my shrit tightly gripped in your left hand but i didn't care i picked up my shoes slipped em on, found my jacket and I left out the door, leaving only a note to pass time by for you.

'You left last time,

now I'm leaving.

~Love you

P.S.

the only difference is

I left a note for you.'

The weather was against me, I wanted to leave, but surely enough snow covered my entire car.

"Shit!" I brushed enough from the windshield to see my way out and some off the drivers door and got in and turned on the ignition.

"God I wish he loved me more than I love him" i heard a knock on the window 5 minutes later. it seemed I passed out a bit from the cold winded air. I turned my head and there he was, standing outside my door holding my shirt tightly, just like this morning, up in the air.

I rolled down the window a little to hear him speak.

"Where are you going Chris?" he asked, but surely enough, he gripped the door handle and swung open the car door and pulled me to him. " I'm sorry, I dont want you to leave. I know I have issues, but i'll try." he said to me, but he didn't sound sad or desperate instead he sounded completely pissed.

"I need to talk to Jill, Wesker..." I weakly said.

"You're coming back?" it seemed like a question, but really it was a demand.

"Of Course I am " i looked into his orange-red eyes. " I love you" I wispered and kissed him softly on the cheek.

"No. " he said and pulled me into a passionate yet hungry kiss and then let me go. "Just dont die Chris."

" I wont" I smiled and with that I closed car door and then he backed away from the car a bit and then I drove off into the cold morning.

As I drove off I saw a deer jump into the middle of the rode I tried to break, but I was to late and then all went black as the screeching of my tires braking, the loud thump noise as my car hit the deer, and the crystal clear snap as i hit my head against the steering wheel.

Continued~