Ok, this is my second songfic since they're easier to write than ones with actual plot. Ahahahahaha… This one's Allen's POV. I think in this fic, he's like doubting Kanda's love for him and the strength of his love for Kanda. Or something like that… Have fun reading. :D


I hear, a voice say "Don't be so blind"

Everyone always says "Don't be so blind."

It's telling me all of these things
That you would probably hide

They're telling me things that you probably hide.

Am I your one and only desire?

Am I your one and only desire?

Am I the reason you breathe,
Or am I the reason you cry?

When you sleep at night, do you sleep with thoughts of me or do you cry thinking I don't love you?

Always, always, always,

Always, Always, Always.

Always, always, always,

Always, Always, Always

I just can't live without you!

Why can't I live without you?

I love you!
I hate you!

I love you, I hate you,

I can't get around you!

Why can't I get around you?

I breathe you,
I taste you!

I breathe you, I can taste you

I can't live without you!

Just answer me, why can't I live without you?

I just can't take anymore
This life of solitude

I can't take anymore of this life of solitude

I guess then I'm out that door
And now I'm done with you!

I guess then I'm out the door because now I'm done with you…

(Done with you, done with you, done with you, done with you, done with you)

I feel, like you don't want me around

You always look at me with a smirk on your face

I guess I'll pack all my things

Can I pack up my things?

I guess ill see you around

I guess I'll see you around?

It's all, been bottled up till now

My feelings have been bottled up until now

As I walk out your door

As I run through your door

All I can hear is the sound of

All I can hear is the sound of

Always, always, always,

Always, always, always

Always, always, always

Always, always, always

I just can't live without you!

Just tell me, why can't I live without you?

I love you,
I hate you

I love you, yet I hate you just as much

I can't get around you!

I can't dodge you

I breathe you,
I taste you,

I breathe you, I taste you,

I can't live without you!

I can't live without you

I just can't take anymore
This life of solitude

I can't do this anymore, live this life of solitude

I guess that I'm out the door
And now I'm done with you.

I'm already out that door and I am done with you…

I love you,
I hate you

I love you more than anything in the world, yet I hate you just the same

I can't live without you.

But then, why cant I live without you?

I wrap my hand around your heart,

I tenderly grasp your heart in my hands

Why would you tear my world apart?

So why would you tear my world… apart?

Always, always, always, always.

Always, everlasting, eternally, till hell freezes over,

I see, the blood all over your hands

Every time you come back, there's so much blood on your hands

Does it make you feel, more like a man?

Does killing things make you feel better?

Was it all, just a part of your plan?

Were you thinking of doing this all along?

The pistol's shakin' in my hands

Ready to fire, I aim at your heart.

And all I hear is the sound!

All I hear is the sound, "Click".

I love you,
I hate you,

I can't shoot, I hate you, yet I love you even more.

I can't get around you!

Why can't I just move around you?

I breathe you,
I taste you,

I can taste your scent all over me.

I can't live without you!

I can't pull this trigger,

I just can't take anymore

I drop the gun to the ground,

This life of solitude
I guess then I'm out that door
And now I'm done with you.

I walk out the door and I am done with you.

I love you,
I hate you,

I kneel on the ground

I can't live without you!

And smash it with all my might

I love you,
I hate you,

I feel my tears streak my face and I cry

I can't live without you.
I just can't take anymore
This life of solitude

I wipe up my tears

I pick myself off the floor,
And now I'm done with you.

And pick myself up again, continuing to walk forward.

Always,
Always,
Always.

...I'm done with you.


Wow, that was emo of me. Please note that even though Allen hates Kanda now, he will eternally be Kanda's bitch. Review? xD