These are notes Edward wrote to Bella, and notes Bella wrote to Edward.
But, nethier one sent them to the other.
My Dearest Bella, March 17
You're chocolate brown eyes filled with tears the time I said goodbye in the woods. I can still hear you're voice saying, "You dont want me?" playing over and over in my head. But Bella, I have always loved you. I wanted to embrace you in a bear hug and say Im never leaveing you. But I have caused you so much pain. And I dont want to hurt you again.
Love Always,
Edward
Dear Edward, March 22
I miss you so much. I know you dont love me, but, I will always love you. When you said goodbye in the woods, my world came crashing down. I know you wanted me to find someone else, but no one can take you're place. My old friends dont want anything to do with me, and Jacob isnt talking to me anymore, I dont know what else to do.
Miss you,
Bella
Dear Bella, March 30
I cant take it anymore. I need to see you. But I know I cant. Love, please dont hate me. I left for you're own health. But now I regreat it.
I find myself on an airplane thats heading to Forks, but I turn around and go back. I cant I just cant. Love, please forgive me. I know you think I hate you, but I dont. I dont.
Love,
Edward.
Hello Edward, April 1
Edward, the doctors say I have cancer, and I have two months to live. All good things come to an end.
My knight and shineing armer, don't blame yourself. Im only human like you said.
And Edward, I'm so scared. Not only because of the cancer, but because Victoria's back. And she wants me dead.
Im so scared. Help me.
From,
Bella
Oh my Bella, April 17
Love, I need you. Like I told you, you are my own personal drug. And I'm addicted to you. I made a huge mistake. My family, its just horrible. There like mindless. They moan they need you back. But not as much as I. You're eyes filled with tears is the last memory I have of you. And its just dreadful. Love, are you okay? Dear, I never ment to hurt you. I have no more reson to live anymore. I NEED YOU BACK!!!
Forever you're lion,
Edward
My dear Edward, April 19
Edward, my two month are almost up. And I need to see you again. I've stopped eating, talking, and I find myself waking up in the middle of the night, screaming. Edward, I miss you so much. Charlie tells me to go and live with Renne, But I cant. I'll take my death penaltys and put them on her shoulders. I just cant do that. My prince, I love you so, but you dont feel the same. Cause I'm only a worthless human.
Stuid lamb,
Bella.
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