January to October

Here I sit and cry the moment passes by where my tears are justified

Now I'm just pathetic

I was living in a dream How foolish it all seems As my eyes start to stream

With tears I look back

To remeber when To hold your hand again The healing should begin

But it avades me

I know this is not the way The world went on today I hear the words friends say

But I'm lost in my pain

I think that they all know my smile's just a show Inside the pain still flows

I can't forget you

All I see is your eyes As I fight back thease cries Evrey moment filled with lies

Pretending to be awake