Disclaimer: I do not own GS/D in any way. All I own is my Meer Campbell figurine. I don't even have a Lunamaria Hawke one! T_T
Meyrin was a perfect girl. She was kind, gentle, loving and courageous. But she wasn't my girl. Cagalli was a strong girl. She was tough, caring, protective and funny. But she wasn't my girl either. Whenever someone asks me who I love, it isn't Meyrin who pops into my head. It isn't Cagalli either.
"I'm sorry… I… wanted to get… to know… you… better. And everyone…"
It was funny, how that one sentence was stuck in my head for more than a month. Her voice was exactly like Lacus's yet still so different.
"I'm Lacus! What's wrong with that?!"
If you were Lacus, you wouldn't be you anymore. You wouldn't be Meer Campbell, the girl I loved.
"I want to be Lacus!"
Would you really? You may be flawed, but you're perfect in my eyes.
"Athrun!"
I love the way you called my name, it sent shivers down my spine.
"A-Athrun…I-I love…"
You love what Meer? You love me? Why didn't you complete your sentence? Why did you have to go? It tore my heart apart that you died with my name on your lips. It made me feel responsible. It made me feel like I took your life away.
I traced my hand over the words on the smooth marble headstone. By far, it had to be the most beautiful one there. It was white. A life-sized statue of Meer, star clip and all, sat on it, looking up at the sky, her eyes closed with both hands pressed against the head stone for support.
My fingers found their way to the last line on the headstone. I smiled and I felt tears slide down my cheek. The last line… It was more for me than anyone else.
It is better to have loved and lost; than never to have loved at all
"I love you too, Meer. Wait for me, okay?"