Preface
You never think you're going to end up like this.
God, could that be more true?
One of those people who have no future ahead of them. Nothing but the life you had no problem living during those teenage years. I never thought I'd be one of them.
And even now, on the brink of destruction and I couldn't care. I wouldn't care. I hated to admit it, but this life was almost everything I ever wanted. I had everything I wanted, and I worked my ass off to get it.
In the mist of my drug induced vision, I saw something. I might have had everything I wanted, but there was one thing missing. Someone who could save me from all this. Who wanted out as much as I did, but didn't care either.
I bit my lip as I watched them, the familiar pain rising in my chest. It would've been me. Screw that, it should've been me. He glanced over at me. I could see the look in his eyes. It was a look I had grown accustomed to ever since I moved here. Unhappiness. It was probably what we all felt.
It was in this moment where I realized just how much I needed it. How much I needed him. It wasn't just a high school fantasy, no. He continued to watch me as his princess continued to press kisses on his neck. Those could be my lips on his skin..
I felt it all start to fade away and the last thing I saw was his chocolate brown eyes, staring down at me so intense, just maybe he felt the same too.
Just maybe.
I had almost everything I wanted. Everything but what was standing right in front of me. But it didn't matter right?
It was almost perfect.
A/N: I know how long it's been, and if anyone would even read this. But I just had to let this down somewhere, and paper wasn't cutting it. Looking back on my writing from a year ago and what I just wrote now, I feel I have improved in such a great amount. I'd be more than willing to write more of this crazy idea. If people like it.
If you couldn't tell this is a Niley. Though, you should be able to tell. If I do continue this story, the first chapter won't start where this ended. This is actually months after where it will start, so yay future.