ooc: Chapter one. I like to think of BB not as a bloody lunatic, so my perspective on him is different, :3
Beyond Birthday
Beyond Birthday looked out the window, it was clouded with fog, just like his dull red eyes. He watched L's every movement. What can I do to get you to notice me? He thought, frustrated. All Beyond Birthday ever wanted was to impress L, and show him he made a worthy choice of being the next successor. But.. He wanted to Be himself, no body else. L was sitting in the garden, doing nothing in particular, but casually putting his hands in his pockets. Now's my moment to have a word with him! BB thought, excited. He made his way downstairs, and carefully, yet quietly opened the door. He silently treaded on the newly mowed grass until he was about five feet from L. Yet L still heard him.
"Tell me Beyond Birthday, BB, Why do you try so hard to impress me? Or should I say, To be noticed?" L asked, his nonblinking gaze staring intensly at BB.
Beyond Birthday looked back for a moment, but couldn't hold his gaze. "I...I Don't know." BB managed to stammer. He was staring at his shoes as if it was the most interesting thing in the world.
It was shockingly true, both L and BB looked like identical twins, except Beyond Birthday always had a reddish gleam in his eyes. They both had the slender face, and heavy bags under their eyes, not even to mention there unruly hair and slouching posture.
BB bit his lip. Why won't he say anything? He wondered, All was silent except for the gardens fountain.
L sighed. "All you have to do is be yourself, I know your talented but.." L's voice trailed off.
BB glared at L, slightly shocked. "But what?" He asked shrilly, aware his voice was rising.
"But..You may not be talented enough." L said reluctantly. He waited to see BB's reaction.
With tears in his eyes, BB ran back inside, ignoring L hollering his name. He went into his familiar room, the dull red wallpaper suddenly looked so bright to BB. "Not talented enough?! I'll show you how talented i can be then." BB muttered furiously. He shoved all his belongings into one little suitcase. "I'll kill you L, I promise i will." He yelled, after storming out of his bedroom, he made his way down into the kitchen, since the backdoor was right in there. He was about to leave when he saw the gleaming kitchen knife on the table. Beyond birthday's caring, and gentle red eyes had lost there softness, they where filled with anger, hurt and it up, BB grinned evilly. "I'll show you how talented I can Be."