A/N: Hello, readers. ._. So, I will usually /never/ write fanfics of real living people. But tis the season and I felt like being a part of it.(For once, OOOOOOOH!) I actually do ship PewDieCry,(and other youtubers!) it's like a secret addiction. -w- I'm just really shy about writing it more than reading it. So yeah, this is in Pewds POV. Hope you enjoy!
Soundless Voice
The snow was falling silently that day, covering the streets in a soft white blanket. A car hit black ice and started losing control just as we were crossing the street. We should have been paying attention to what was going on, but we were wrapped in our own special wonderland. In that moment, Cry was smiling and laughing in front of me, then not. He was swiped off his feet, and knocked out of my sight by the out of control vehicle. Someone screamed, but then it was so quiet, it was like everything just decided to stopped, even the soft clouds that were blocking parts of the perfectly starry sky. I got to his side so quickly and knelt down beside him.
I was trembling terribly as I touched his face, I couldn't tell if it was snow or tears in my eyes. He stared back so blankly, only a few moments prior he gave me a bright smile and had such happy eyes. It was so quick, it shouldn't have been that quick. I kneeled beside him for seemed like ages, before I found my voice.
"Say something... Say you're in pain or anything..." I whispered, but only for it to fall upon deaf ears.
The snow came down more as I held him closer, with sobs happening to take over my body. His once icy blue eyes were now unfocused, dull and, blank. His warm body was becoming cold against my own, I tried again to get him to speak. I just wanted to hear that smooth, clear, beautiful voice, that I held so dearly in my heart. I just wanted to see that smile again, the one that made everything seem okay, but he just became more cold as what little time passed.
I don't know when the tears stopped, it was clear that I was crying before. I think they might have stopped when I knew his body wasn't going to get warmer. I couldn't melt him and bring him back to life, no matter how hard I tried, or wanted too. If it were possible, I'd give my voice away, give it to my one dear friend and love, Cry.
"Take me with you, don't leave me here alone." My voice sounded hallow to my ears, "I-I love you, please... don't go..."
At one point an ambulance showed up and took him away. I followed of course, getting into the back with the paramedics and him. But from the look in his eyes, I knew our time was up.
That night our era closed like permanent doors, forever locked. Even if I shouted and cried, I wouldn't of been able to get him and his voice back. I thanked everyone who showed their support and love, it was comforting, I guess. I still miss him horribly, often leaves me in tears at night. In this... cold bed.
It's snowing again. I hope the snow never stops falling, let it take me away with him. My voice, my life, my existence. Just erase them all and let me be with him. Until everything is white.
You'll always be in my heart, Cry. I really just want to hear you, but now there's nothing but a soundless voice and the falling snow.