Authors Note: K plz R/R! And April 22nd Jeff was fired April 21st the day this happens

Trish was running down the hall full of rage. The script said Jeff would come out and save her. She stormed into Bishoff's office almost breaking down the door. "Where the hell is he?" Trish screamed at Eric. Eric was on the phone with some one " I'll call you back, who are you talking about?" Eric had that confused look pasted on his face. " Jeff, I just got my ass kicked and Jeff was supposed to save me from the Dudley's and then RVD and Kane come out, where is he?" she screamed with more rage then anyone has ever scene in the petit blond Diva. Just then about five other RAW superstars stopped to hear the angered Trish. It was Stacy Kiebler, Andrew (Test), Amy (Lita), Terri and Shane (The Hurricane). " I guess I would have to tell someone sooner or later." Bishoff voice went into a low serious tone. " He's gone Trish, I'm sorry." Trish just then broke into tears of complete sadness. Finally she held back the tears and said "Did you fire him, did he quite is he dead, what?" Bishoff just shook his head saying that it was classified information. Trish ran out of the room in tears and the three divas followed her as the two men stood there in shock. Trish finally ended up in the corner of the women's locker room. Amy and the others stayed with her until she stopped crying. " It's okay Trish, I know it's hard when somebody leaves the WWE" Stacey said rubbing Trish's back. " Jeff was an awesome guy and we'll all will miss him." Amy sighed. " Don't worry Trish " Terri said. " It's not like you love the guy". Just then Trish's heart stopped. Did she love Jeff, is that why she was crying? She couldn't really answer that. Ya, they had a few flirty moments and she knew she really liked him but love? Lately her feeling for him became greater and greater because of their story line, but love? She knew she wanted him but was that feeling of love or a silly school girl crush? Trish stayed there with the other divas for about an hour and left the arena.

While in her car and her brain was in over load. She just couldn't focus on the road. Trish pulled over to the side of the road and just cried holding her heart out. After about twenty minutes of that, Trish finally began to relax. Many things raced through her mind but mainly it was Jeff. Her radio started to play a song. This song reminded her of something. She realized what song it was. A few teardrops slid down her tanned face. It was Jeff's desire video song. The words were so powerful, well to Trish any ways. She remembered watching Jeff climb a twenty-foot latter and just wishing that he wouldn't do his daredevil jump. Every time he was in danger she would have everyone look at her with her concerned look pasted onto her beautiful face. No one knew that she kind of liked Jeff except maybe Amy and Stacey. It was so hard to be with him in their storyline. When they would kiss she just wished it were real. When he held her in the ring she just wished he would hold me forever. "What chance did I have with Jeff any ways?" Trish thought to herself. "He was Mr. Extreme and I being the blond valley girl. Every time I saw Jeff I had to fight the urges. So bad I wanted to go up to him and kiss him so passionately that it would go down in history." She sat there for a minute or so to find out what to do next. " This is no Time to cry Trish," she said out loud. " I'm a strong woman, If I can take a beating from Bubba then I can stop crying". After a slight pause Trish started her rental car and went to the airport to fly home.

~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~* ~BACKLASH~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*

By then everyone knew about Jeff's departure. " Trish! Wait up" screamed Trish's best red head friend Amy. " Hi Aimes, you Ok?" Trish asked her out of breath friend. " I'm just peachy! I was on the phone with my mother last night and you know how much she worries, any ways how are you?" " Fine, why with all the concern?" " No reason" " Aimes, I know you, you don't stop talking about you being on the phone with your mother unless you're worried" " I'm not worried, I'm just.um.uh" " Exactly, then you lose your loss of speech when you're caught". " Fine, you were a bit how do I say over emotional when Eric broke the news to you so I just wanted to know if your okay". Amy said in defeat. " Amy I'm fine, It was Just Jeff". Trish melted every time his name was spoken. " You're the one who should be sad Amy not me, he was your best friend besides me" Trish said trying to focus on Amy. " But, I was not the one who was crying" Amy stated.

RING! RING! RING! " Oh crap, that's Matt Ill talk to you later Trish" Amy said while putting the phone against her. " They are so in love" Trish said watching Amy talking to Matt. Trish walked into the arena to get something to drink. As the beautiful diva was sipping her coffee she heard a familiar voice." Hey, what does a guy have to do to get a hug around here". " ADAM! (Edge)" Trish squealed with excitement. " What are you doing here?" " Well seeing you have to face Charlene (Jazz) at Backlash I just wanted to wish you luck" "Thanks" Trish said as she hugged one of her best friends. " So. How are you these days" " Fine, why do you ask?" " No reason" Adam said. Trish new he was hiding something. She could tell by the small little smile on his face like he was a schoolboy (AHHHHHHH gott'a love his smile). " Adam, tell me why you're really here" " I said, I wanted to wish you good luck" " Then why didn't you call me on the phone" " Well. Yea know phones are SO impersonal and." Trish cut off Adam " Adam tell me, you suck at lying" Adam breathed out a sigh of defeat. " Well. I heard what happen to Jeff, and just wanted to check on you. You're like a sister to and stuff" " Why would I be upset about Jeff being gone?" She said taking a sip of her coffee trying not to continue this conversation. Adam gave Trish the " You suck at lying too" look. " Trish?" " What" Trish shot back at him? Trish was also in defeat." Okay, I was a little upset, but I was sad when you were leaving and hey I'm a girl what can I say these things get to me" she said taking once again another sip of coffee. " Trish, your not that emotional, yeah you were sad when I left but you didn't love me". Trish was shocked by her blond haired friend's words. " I was not I-love with him, Hell I didn't even know the guy let alone like him!" Trish said in a nervous voice. Adam just shot back " Your lying again" look. " Okay, maybe I had a very, very, very small attraction to him in the past" lied Trish. Adam gave her a satisfied look. " So was it the hair?" Adam joked. Trish couldn't help but laugh. Trish hugged her friend once more and went to get ready. ~*~*~*~*~*~*~* After her match about eight people talked to her about the whole man who we do not speak his name thing. And to her surprises even Victoria (sorry cant remember her real name). She was actually a nice person, but very much like her character.

"Um, Trish?" a voice said very uneasy. Trish was a bit annoyed with people asking her it was ok. So what if she did cry doesn't everyone at least once in his or her lifetime? " What is it?!" Trish shot back. Trish realized who it was and she couldn't help but smile. " My goodness, someone's a bit cranky!" Chris, her other best friend Irvine (Jericho). " Sorry Chris" Trish said hugging her Canadian friend. " It's just been so strange today, people have been really concerned about me but I don't know why". " I know Trish, people can be really strange in the WWE, hey look at Jeff Hardy!" Chris said humorously. Trish really tried to hide her sadness but let a very tiny, almost invisible tear trickle down her face. " Why do I have these feeling ?" Trish asked herself. " Yeah, he was a real weird guy" she responded to Chris. " Okay, I'll see you later Trish, the king of the world has a match to do" Chris said proudly walking away. " Bye, just don't be a jackass !" Trish yelled down the hall as Chris waved and laughed at her. Trish really, really needed to be alone. Trish began to walk to the women's locker room. She knew she probably wouldn't find peace. " Well, if I'm going to the locker room I better prepare for multiple divas asking me if I'm okay" She thought. " I never really found ultimate peace in there" she thought as she got a bottle of water. " The only place I every really found peace was at home and in Jeff's." Trish knocked out that thought and stretched her arms. Trish moved her head side to side and open to the Diva's locker room. As she stepped in multiple Divas turned their heads and started walking towards Trish. "Hey T, you okay" Jackie asked pulling her friend into a hug. "YES, WHY IS EVERY PERSON ASKING ME THAT!" Trish said try to push her worried, but yet annoying friend away. " Because Trish, we know how you feel" Stacy told her friend. " Guys, I don't feel anything!" Trish told her friends. Trish placed her duffel bag on the bench and started taking her ring gear out. " So, has anyone heard from Torrie?" Trish asked trying desperately to change the topic. " Well her being the 'playboy cover girl' and she hasn't really talked to us" Stacey said irritably. Every person in the WWE knew Torrie flaunted her body in that magazine. Trish even saw some guys looking at it backstage. " I could never do that," Amy said as she walked in the locker room. " Having all those perverts looking at me just makes me cringe," Stacey said getting chills just from the thought. " Hey, give the girl some credit, I could never do that" Trish said defending her friend. True Torrie was a bit egotistical about her body. But it took a lot of self-esteem to pose nude. "UGHHHHHHHHH!" Stacey screamed interrupting Trish's thoughts. " Stacey, what's wrong?" Trish asked. " It's Andrew (Test)!" All the Divas turned heir attention to Stacey. " He wont fucking answer is cell phone for the 36th time!" Stacey said furiously. Stacey took these things very seriously. But then again, Andrew was a big jerk with a capital J. " What if he doesn't love me anymore? What if he's cheating on me?"