Fighting For What You Care About

Happy Halloween everyone, here's a little something

I swear that it's not fair, it's just not fair and I know that you're probably wondering what the hell I'm talking about but it's not fair or cool that I have to watch Q and Berry get their mack on literally across the hall from me and there's nothing that I can do about it except watch discreetly from my locker. Before you even say anything, no I'm not of jealous of my co-captain or the pint sized diva because they have the person that I want to get with because A) I'm Santana fuckin Lopez and I ain't ever jealous and B) I want to get with the both of them. Yeah, I have feelings for my best friend and the petite singer since the eighth grade but I never said anything because I knew that Quinn was so deep in the closet with her head so far up her ass that she wouldn't have realized that she likes girls and it's Rachel freakin Berry as she has the biggest ego of anyone I have ever met as that's sayin something.

I didn't make my move on either of them because I thought if I came out as a lesbian that I would lose my spot on the Cheerio as well as captain of the girls basketball team cause I need the basketball scholarship to get out of this hick town as I need to keep my 3.5 GPA and keep my reputation in tact. I have a reputation of never sayin no which got started because I gave Puck a blowjob in ninth grade but we didn't go all the way although that's not what he told people and I never put a stop to the rumor when it started circling around, pumping up my popularity and I kept up the facade of being a badass bitch. Well I am a badass bitch but I'm not as coldhearted as people think that I am but I couldn't protect Brittany as well as I do now saw my true self with only a few select people had the privilege of seeing and I can't appear weak in front of others because I know that they'll just take advantage of that.

I have my reasons for not going after Q or Berry mainly because if they decided to dig a deeper underneath the surface that they'll find something dark that I've kept hidden from everyone especially the blonde dancer because as much as I love her, she can't keep a secret and she'll accidentally reveal my secretive to the wrong person as I can't have that happening. I'm barely keeping the thing between my legs a secret from the rest of the student population and I definitely don't need that secret getting out too so I kept my distance from the both of the girl to keep them safe because I don't have full control of it. I sigh softly, closing my locker before slinging my backpack over my shoulder heading off to the gym because I knew that it would be empty of people which I'm happy about cause I don't feel like dealing with a bunch of idiots bugging the hell out of me cause that's what I've been dealing with all day and I could use a fuckin distraction before I blew up on someone.

I walked onto the empty basketball court, tossing my backpack off to the side then walking to the basketball rack, grabbing a ball and bouncing it down lazily to the three point line then shooting it to the hoop where it caught nothing but net as I smirked to myself. I grabbed another ball, taking another from the free throw line and scored another shot easily before repeating the process over and over again until all the ball were scattered along the floor then moving to pick them up before Coach Beiste comes in to yell at me for being in here without permission when I hear someone speak.

"You really are talented, Santana"

I looked up to see that it's Rachel walking towards me with her hands clasps in front of her and a gentle smile on her face as I take in her appearance to see that she's wearing a simple white blouse with a denim vest over it and a blue skirt. I don't know how she knew I was here or why she even here in the place but I have to admit that she looks good but I keep the comment to myself because I'm still me as well as being a bitch to her as I did make most of high school a living hell for her despite my feelings for her although I've been slightly nicer to the diva since she and Q got together.

"I am the captain of the basketball team for a reason" I said shrugging my shoulders. "What are you doing here, Berry? Shouldn't you be trying to swapping spit with Q?"

"Must you be so crude, Santana" Rachel said shaking her head.

"Meh, I say what I want however I want. Deal with it"

"Quinn's waiting for me outside but I asked to give us some space because I wish to speak to you about something" Rachel said stepping in front of my shot.

"What Berry? You're blocking my shot" I said slightly annoyed.

"Have I done something to upset you cause if I have then I wished you would have come and talk to me about it so we could discuss it civilly"

"What are you blabbing about, Berry?" I said furrowing my eyebrows in confusion.

"Obviously you're upset with me about something as you're purposely avoiding spending any prolonged amount time with me than necessary and I thought that we were being to become somewhat friends over the two months. I wish to know what could have changed or what I did do possibly make you want to distance yourself from me. Please Santana, I wish to know so I can fix it because I greatly appreciate what we've accomplished together" Rachel said taking my hand in hers.

She's standing so close that I could smell her ocean breeze perfume and I can feel it taking my senses, wanting to take her in my arm and breath in deep but I stop myself doing it because I don't want to freak her out as I reclaim my hand. Will she stop looking at me like that with those brown eyes of hers? I don't deserve to be her friend and can't be because of what I am. If she knew the truth than she would rethink her offer. I can't, I just cant do this with her because I need to keep her as far away from me as possible since there's no telling when I'll snap. I take in a deep breath before opening my eyes to see the diva looking up at me with those expressive brown eyes, looking away as I picked up the rest of the balls and putting them back on the rack when a I feel a pair of arms wrapping themselves around my waist, holding me where I stand.

"Please San, tell me what I did wrong? I need to fix it" Rachel said burying her face into my shoulder

"Berry, let me alone" I said shaking my head. "You didn't do anything wrong, okay. It has nothing to do with you because I don't deserve your friendship and its in your best interest to stay away from me. I'm no good"

Rachel extracted herself from me and I thought that she was listening to me but she just moved around me so she's standing in front of me, taking my face in her hands as she runs her thumbs back and forth my cheeks with a gentle smile on her face. I feel myself leaning into her touch, holding her wrists loosely to keep myself somewhat grounded because I feels like I'm about to float off somewhere and I don't need ittaking over, revealing my other self to the pint sized diva as I won't be able to stop from doing or taking what it wanted.

"If I thought like that than I wouldn't be in a relationship with Quinn or even friends with her but I strongly believe in second chances and I want to be friends with you, Santana. It feels like you're in need of a friend right now and I can an array emotions swirling in your eyes. I want to be there for you and you're a good person, I know that you are" Rachel said smiling.

"You're so annoying stubborn" I said rolling my eyes but a small smile forms. "Thank you, Rachel but you don't need me. I'm doing what I think is best and I just hope you understand"

I pulled away from the diva before grabbing my backpack and walking towards the door as Rachel grabs my wrist but I pull away from her then running out of the gym as she runs after me, calling out for me to stop but don't listen because I can't stop. If I do then there's no telling what might so I just running with both the diva and my co-captain giving chase and I tried to throw them by running over fences and through backwards but they weren't giving up as I run into the forest when I knew that I could lose them with the numerous trees and undergrowth. I run through the bushes until I heard something snap from twenty kilometers away as I stopped in my tracks, searching the area slowly with my enhanced sight but I didn't get a good luck when a small body launches itself against my back, knocking me off my feet and onto the floor as I let out a small growl at that this girl wouldn't just leave well enough alone. I knew that it was Rachel because no one would be stupid enough to chase after me through a thick forest but her as I pushed off of me, hovering over with what I assume is a menacing look but the pint sized diva just huffs out her chest, looking at me angrily as her chest moves in rapid succession memorizing me.

"I'm not going to let you run away from me, Santana no matter what and I don't care if you think what you're doing is what's best for me because I-"

I tried getting her to be quiet but she continues to go on a rant until I cover her mouth with my hand as I looked around for what I thought heard but it was quiet as Rachel removes my hand, glaring up at me angrily.

"I do not appreciate you trying to quiet me like that Santana" Rachel said frowning.

"Look I needed you to be quiet and you wasn't about to shut up anytime soon" I said rolling my eyes.

"What the hell is going on with you, San? You been acting completely different for two months" Quinn said raising an eyebrow.

"I haven't been acting different. I'm still the badass bitch that everyone knows and loves" I said smiling confidently.

"San, why do you have canines? Did you get your teeth sharpened?" Quinn asked frowning.

Awww not this again. I snap my mouth closed and before either one of them could ask any more questions, a gruff chuckle rings through the forest and I turned around, looking at a nearby tree branch is sitting is the bastard that caused my sudden transformation two months ago as he looks down amused at me with that stupid smug smirking face of his. Fuckin St. Douchebag. I've been waiting for this.

"Santana, long time no see" St. James said smirking before turning his attention to Rachel "You're looking radiant as ever"

"Jesse, what are you doing here?" Rachel asked frowning.

"Just watching you rip Santana a new one and I must say that it's very entertaining to say the least" St. James said chuckling.

I need to get Rachel and Quinn out of here before St. Douchebag reveals my secret so I rip him limb from limb as I pushed the diva behind me as he smirks before jumping down, cracking his neck before taking a step towards us and I let out a warning growl.

"Awww is that any way to greet an old friend especially one that did you a favor?" St James said titling his head to the side.

"What is he talking about, Santana?" Quinn asked frowning.

"Quinn, I need you to take Rachel and go. Now while I deal with St. Douchebag here" I said glaring at the bastard.

"No, not until you tell me what's going on" said Quinn.

"Q for once, will you just do what I tell you?!" I said angrily. "Take Rachel and go"

"I don't understand Santana, what is Jesse talking about?" Rachel said confused.

"Oh Santana, you didn't tell your little glee club about the new you" St James said chuckling then grinning evilly. "Why don't I just show them what we can really do?"

St Douchebag lets out a low howl before hunching as he transform into a dark brown werewolf, baring his fangs at us then taking a leap at Rachel who stood there, frozen with fear but I intercept the attack but his claws graze my right shoulder. Fuck, I didn't want them finding but looks like I don't have much a choice now.

"Quinn, get Rachel and go" I said holding my shoulder.

"What about you?" Quinn asked fearful.

"Don't worry about me. I got this since I'm about to rip this fucker limb from limb" I said transforming.

I told in front of St Douchebag in my wolf form as we circled each other for a few second before he lunges for me but I dodged it, snapping at his feet to throw him off balance but he saw it coming as scratch and bite at each other, trying to get the upper hand over the other. It was two months since the curly boy turned me into a werewolf after a practice ran later than usual and I guess that it was his way of getting back at me for some thing when he was in Glee club giving me something else to hide but the increase in speed and strength is pretty cool but the effects were permanent as it has been craving meat more than usual and howling at the moon.

We fight until started getting exhausted and when I saw an opening, I took it as in St Douchebag's reaction time slowed as I wrapped my mouth around his exposed neck, sinking my fangs into his neck as the light disappears out of his eyes before letting go as he drops in a heap of flesh and bones. My body hurts all over as blood slowly seeps out of my wounds and into my right eye from the cut above it before collapsing on the ground as my vision starts going black, hearing my name being called but stumble to the darkness

The End

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Sikkkkkeeeeeee! I wouldn't do that ya'll, I'm not that evil... usually. There's gonna be one more chapter.

~Nicole The Dragon Rider signing off