What's up people, here's another story. Again this is about sadness and pain and all that sad stuff, but this time it's about Rei. Just like I told you guys I will be doing a senshi's sadness kind of thing. I'll do different stories once in a while, but for now this is like my main subject. Like I said this is Rei's point of view, next will probably be either Minako, or Ami, or Makoto. Whichever gives me enough inspiration first. I'll be doing not really just the senshi, but I'll be doing the senshi, Chibi-Usa, Mamoru (maybe), the starlights, and yup that's probably it. You guys can give me some ideas for some of them, cause right now I am totally having a writer's block on some of them. Anyways here you go!
Broken:
By: HaruMichi (Juliet Taylor)
Fire, fire was her sanctuary. The only thing that soothed her, understood her through the lonely years of torture she had spent. It was the only thing that was with her when she cried, when she smiled, when she got hurt. It was always there. Never did it leave her, but stayed with her all through the years. It did not run away, but even ran after her when she tried to leave. It was her friend. Her only friend. Unlike some people.
She looked at herself as she touched her cheek. She looked just like her mother, they always said. She wouldn't know. She never met her. She never will. And she never wanted too. Her mother was the one that left her, was the reason why she was so lonely with the walls of stone built around her shattered heart. If she never left her, she wouldn't be alone she wouldn't have to be alone ever again. But she did, and that was enough reason for Rei to hate her. Just like she hated her father.
Her father was never there. It was like he died with her mother. He abandoned her when she needed him the most. He left her to the cruel outside world, with nothing. He was supposed to protect her from everything and anything, but he didn't. So now he killed her. Killed the fairytales, the dreams, the little girl that she used to be and created this hard cold statue. No matter what she would never forget.
She still heard her screams during the night from when she was a child, a child that was forced to grow up on her own. Left abandoned in a small room with nothing, but her teddy bear to hold on to. She still saw those tear that came from those vivid nightmares. They haunted her, and everything in her. She couldn't stop remembering. All those nights, all those broken promises, that empty past.
She saw tears fall from her eyes as she tried to dry them away. She hated it, feeling weak. She was always strong. She had always been strong. She was never weak. She can't be weak. She just can't. She angrily pushed aside her tears, but they just kept coming and coming.
"Rei-Chan!" she heard a voice yell.
"Usagi-Chan! What are you, what are you doing here?" She panicked. Usagi wasn't supposed to see her cry. Of all people Usagi shouldn't have seen her cry.
"What's wrong" the smaller girl asked softly.
"Nothing I-" she was cut off.
"No it's not nothing, I know it's not nothing, cause you wouldn't have been crying!" Usagi shouted wanting to know why her friend was so upset.
"I'm just, I'm just all alone." She sobbed.
"You're not alone!" Usagi yelled. How could she even think that?
"How do you know?" Rei whispered back. How could Usagi know what alone was like? She was never alone.
"Because I'm here with you." She stated calmly.
For a moment Usagi could see pure happiness in Rei's eyes.
"Well thanks Odango." Rei said.
"Well your welcome Pyro!" Usagi screamed cheerfully as she went and hugged her best friend.
Rei was surprised, but soon she too went and hugged back the bubbly blonde princess. She laughed softly when Usagi's odango hit her eye.
At least there were things that never changed. Usagi and her odangos.