I still remember the look on your face
Lit through the darkness at 1:58
The words that you whispered
For just us to know
You told me you loved me
So why did you go
Away
It feels like not that long along ago that he was here with me. I still remember the smirk that was permanently on his face, but only in public. With me it was a permanent smile. He would always whisper in my ear that he loved me. If he loved me why did he leave me?
Away?
I do recall now
The smell of the rain
Fresh on the pavement
I ran off the plane
That July 9th
The beat of your heart
It jumps through your shirt
I can still feel your arms
I remember the day I realised I loved him. It was the ninth of July. I had just gotten off my flight from Australia. I had just found my parents. It took a lot longer than I thought to get their memories back. I ran straight into his arms. The most real feeling in the whole world was the feeling of his heart beat. If I try I can still feel his arms around me, holding me like he would never let go.
But now I'll go sit on the floor
Wearing your clothes
All that I know is that
I don't know how to be something you miss
Never thought we'd have a last kiss
Never imagined we'd end like this
Your name, forever the name on my lips
All I have left of him now is some old shirts he use to leave in the Room Of Requirement. I haven't been able to sleep knowing that our final kiss was one sided. I put all my passion into it hoping it would change his mind. Lying in bed with his shirt on I can only cry.
I do remember
The swing in your step
The life of the party, you're showing off again
And I roll my eyes and then
You pull me in
I'm not much for dancing
But for you I did
He was always cocky but it was so funny I could only roll my eyes and laugh. A favourite memory was at your mother Christmas ball. You made me dance the opening dance even though you knew I couldn't dance. It was fun but I'd never tell him that. He was always showing off. It didn't matter if it was appropriate timing.
Because I love your handshake
Me and my father
I love how you walk with your hands in your pockets
How you kissed me when I was in the middle of saying something
There's not a day when I don't miss those rude interruptions
I remember when you asked me to introduce you to my parents. I was so scared that you would meet them and run. But you didn't. You shook my father's hand like it was one of the most important things you would ever do. You didn't remove your hands from you pockets sometimes. We use to laugh saying you had a permanent sticking charm on your jeans. I miss you kissing me when I was telling you something.
But now I'll go sit on the floor
Wearing your clothes
All that I know is that
I don't know how to be something you miss
Never thought we'd have a last kiss
Never imagined we'd end like this
Your name, forever the name on my lips
I don't know how to cope with this pain. All I can do is sit here in your old clothing smelling your scent. When I sleep I always wake up saying you name, it doesn't matter how long it has been. I will always love you.
So I'll watch you live in pictures like I used to watch you sleep
And I feel you forget me like I used to feel you breathe
And I keep up with our old friends just to ask them how you are
Hope it's nice where you are
Blaise and Theo owled me some pictures of us. They thought it would help me cope. I owl them often I need to know what is going on in your life. I wanted to know if you're feeling the same pain I am. My favourite one is the one of you sleeping on my couch. We had had a movie night. I couldn't help laugh at your reaction to a TV. Sometimes I forget you are a pureblood.
And I hope the sun shines
And it's a beautiful day
And something reminds you
You wish you had stayed
You can plan for a change in weather and town
But I never planned on you changing your mind
I heard you left Britain. I hope you like it where ever you are. I didn't ever think we would live separate again. I thought when I moved again it would be into a shared apartment. We were planning on living in London, just down from the Leaky Cauldron. I really wish you had stayed.
So I'll go sit on the floor
Wearing your clothes
All that I know is that
I don't know how to be something you miss
Never thought we'd have a last kiss
Never imagined we'd end like this
Your name, forever the name on my lips
Sitting here all I can smell is your scent. All I can feel is the pressure of your lips on mine. All I can say is your name. All I can think about is how much I miss you.
Just like our last kiss
Forever the name on my lips
Forever the name on my lips
Just like our last
I hope that you don't feel the same pain as I do. I hate what you have done to me but I could never hate you again. Draco why did you leave me!