Based on; The Rasmus-Heart of Misery & Evanescence-Even in Death.

Chapter 1

Shattered Mirrors

Bleach & Alucard/Black Butler crossover

Set after Ichigo loses his powers Winter War never happened or the kidnapping

Ichigo P.O.V

'The world is such a hideous place', I thought as I stared at my former friends destroy my only meaning to live in it. Looking on I realized that there was really no reason for me to even go on. I feel so empty, so lost, so disgusted with myself, I'm not joking when I say that I feel betrayed.

They reason this all started was because of Starrk but mostly Aizen. I know what you are thinking, 'What Starrk or Aizen had to do with all of this? Well me and Starrk were secret lovers or that is what I thought until he told me the truth on the day when I was going back home from Los Noches after the Winter War. I remember all what he said word from word…

[Flashback]

"Okay so I'll see you later, right?" I asked Starrk just before I left.

"No, today is the last day you'll ever see me." Starrk answered in a blank and emotionless face as he stared at me.

"W…What do you mean?" I asked hoping that I had missed heard him or something, but to my displeasure I realized that what I heard was true.

"D…Did I do something wrong that can make you say something like that?" I asked hoping that I may can fix whatever I did wrong, but all I got was a annoyed sigh.

"I guess I may as well tell you way," he started, "I never really liked you, to tell you the truth I was only following orders so don't take it to personal." He said plainly before turning around to leave not before adding, 'and I don't really care if you hate me now."

Any normal person would be mad but I wasn't mad at all so I looked at his retreating form and said sadly, "I don't hate you, ha in fact I still love you, and I doubt that I will ever stop loving you. *Smile tearfully* Thank you for loving me even if you really didn't…Starrky."

[End of Flashback]

I don't know way but somehow I feel as though Starrk had heard what I said.

Anyway that was 3 years ago and I am now attending my families' funeral, you see they died in a horrible explosion during their visit to China. After saying my final good-byes to my family I walked over to my new care taker, 'Integra Helsing', how was my mother's older sister from England, how was here to take me to her home, but for some reason I feel as though someone was watching me, and all so I feel that once I step inside that's limo nothing will ever be that same. Was the last thing I thought before I closed the door next to me.

-Done-

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