-A/N- I heard this song on the Evanesence CD and It reminded me of Gohan and Videl during the Majin Buu ordeal. I've been wanting to write this for a while, but I never got around to it. But, here it is! Again, please review and tell me what you think. Don't be afraid to tell me to go back to my corner and never write again! I want the truth. The TRUTH!
Even in Death
By: AntiSocialOne
I've never felt so alone in my entire life. When I first met him, he seemed so perfect. Sweet, caring, smart, just the kind of person you love to hate. I had to keep telling myself to not get involved or even try to care about him in the least. It was hard, too, because of the way he was. I never wanted to get involved. It was just the way that he could make everything seem like it was going to turn out all right and that he would always be there for me when I needed him.
He's not here.
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Give me a reason to belive that you're gone
I see your shadow so I know they're all wrong
Moonlight on the soft brown Earth
It leads me to where you lay
They took you away from me but now I'm taking you home
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When I came up to the lookout with everyone else, I expected to see him there. After all, he promised me that nothing wold happen to him and I knew he never broke promises. I wanted to see him. I didn't know anything about what was going on, and I had seen too many strange things that day that I didn't know what to belive. I wanted him to look me in the eye and tell me that everything was fine and I had nothing to worry about. I realized that I wanted him to hold me. I just felt a need to be close to him, and to be touching him. He had become one of my closest friends in just a few months and I felt that I could talk to him about anything.
I need him.
When I got to the lookout and heard what happened, I was in a state of shock. He lied to me. He told me he would be back, and he promised he would be. I felt myself start to shake and I realized that I was crying. I never cried. Not even when my mother died. He came into my life and made me feel these things for him, then he lies to me. Damn him!
I don't want to love him.
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I will stay forever here with you
my love
The softly spoken words you gave me
Even in death our love goes on
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I tried. I tried not to get involved. I told myself he was too good to be true and that he would just eventually hurt me. I knew that he would make me fall in love with his and then leave me, not even giving a shit about how I felt. I believed that he was just like every other guy.
I was wrong.
Who am I kidding? I keep thinking all these things not even realizing what I would do when I actually saw him again. I knew exactly what I would do. I would slap him and tell him he's an inconsiderate jerk. I would cry and hug him and refuse to let go. I'd tell him that I hate him.
Then I would tell him that I love him.
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Some say I'm crazy from my love
but no bonds can hold me from your side
they don't know you can't leave me
they don't hear you singing to me
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And I can't love you anymore than I do