I dreamed I was missing
You were so scared
But no one would listen
Cause no one else cared
After my dreaming
I woke with this fear
What am I leaving
When I'm done here
I, Draco Malfoy, may not show it, but I have many fears. No I'm not scared of spiders, mice or any other similar fears. No I'm scared that because of my past, my family and the ones I love will have to deal with the reputation of having a Death Eater in the family. There are so many people my stupid decisions as a youth have affected. The person I regret having to deal with my past the most is my Fiancé, the one and only Hermione Granger.
So if you're asking me
I want you to know
When my time comes
Forget the wrong that I've done
Help me leave behind some
Reasons to be missed
And don't resent me
And when you're feeling empty
Keep me in your memory
Leave out all the rest
Leave out all the rest
I hate that because when I was a youth I made lots of bad decisions. Most of them were out of fear. I want to leave a positive mark on the world. I don't want to be remembered as a death eater, I want to remembered as a kind man who worked past his fears. I hate that Hermione lost all of her friends and support from the wizarding community when she started to date me. She deserves so much better. Don't be afraid
I've taking my beating
I've shed that I'm here
I'm strong on the surface
Not all the way through
I've never been perfect
But neither have you
I don't want them to suffer for what I have done. To everyone else I appear to be unemotional. That is just a mask I put on. No one can know how emotional I have become. As a Malfoy I was always taught that any type of emotion is weakness, I have discovered that is false. Love and happiness made me stronger than fear ever had. But no one can know this. It is a Malfoy trait, to be stubborn beyond being reasonable.
So if you're asking me
I want you to know
When my time comes
Forget the wrong that I've done
Help me leave behind some
Reasons to be missed
Don't resent me
And when you're feeling empty
Keep me in your memory
Leave out all the rest
Leave out all the rest
I hope that everyone within the wizarding world can one day forgive me. I might have been a Death Eater, but it wasn't by choice. I had to do what was best for my family. I was too much of a coward to discover that by doing what I thought was right I had really destroyed the only chance my family ever had of gaining the respect and loyalty of other wizards. Forgetting
All the hurt inside
You've learned to hide so well
Pretending
Someone else can come and save me from myself
I can't be who you are
Whenever Hermione is in public she gets all types of stares. She uses to have the whole wizarding worlds respect and gratitude. She lost it all the day she was seen talking to me. On the outside you wouldn't think it was affecting her. But it must be. Who could not be affected by people staring and pointing at you for all the wrong reasons? She is so strong, she has the strength to handle everything the media puts her through and she also is my source of strength. How can she do it? I can't be as brilliant as her. When my time comes
Forget the wrong that I've done
Help me leave behind some
Reasons to be missed
Don't resent me
And when you're feeling empty
Keep me in your memory
Leave out all the rest
Leave out all the rest
I hope that when I do die it is from natural causes and that when I do pass on that Hermione will regain all the respect she has lost. I don't ever want her to forget me though. I want her to remember all the good times we had. I don't ever want to be remembered as the rude, selfish Death Eater. I want to be remembered for who I have become, not who I was in the past. Forgetting
All the hurt inside
You've learned to hide so well
Pretending
Someone else can come and save me from myself
I can't be who you are
I can't be who you are
No one is perfect, but to me she is the most perfect woman in the world. She has stood by me instead of staying with her friends. She gave up everything to be with me. But I wasn't worth it. Now, thanks to her, I believe that I am a changed man, a man who does deserve the one and only Hermione Granger's love.