AN:hey this is my first fanfiction please review and i am sorry if i have grammar or spelling mistakes.
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I don't know why I decided that this time would be any different. I got excited each time again and again, even though deep down I know that there's no chance.
But for some reason this time feels different. I know it's silly, but it does. I really have a good hunch about it this time!
Pregnancy!
That's what I'm talking about. My husband, Beck and I, have been trying for over two years. I have had 3 miscarriages and I have pretty much had enough of trying, until today when I found out…
"I'm pregnant!" I blurted to Beck over the phone.
"Are you sure? "Beck asked.
"Hell yeah! Why would I lie? Are you calling me a liar?" I yelled irrationally.
"Whoa. The hormones are getting the best of you already?"
"Shut up! See you soon. Love you."
"OK. Love you, too. Bye." Beck hung up the phone and I walked to the kitchen to order Chinese. For some reason I really want Chinese; damn those food cravings!
I launched myself at Beck and he pulled me into a tight embrace.
"I love you." he said, looking at me with his big brown eyes,
"I love you, too. Let's eat. I ordered Chinese." I said, walking into the kitchen which served also as our dining room.
"So how was work?" I asked. Beck worked as the drama teacher at Hollywood arts.
"Work was good. There's this new girl, Chloe, she's amazing. I can't wait for our private lessons to start. OK enough about me, how are you?"Beck asked, eyeing my stomach.
"I am good, I made an appointment with the doctor for tomorrow at 7:30 in the evening."
"Sounds good. I'm going to go take a shower. Do you want to watch a movie tonight?" Beck asked as he cleared the table.
"Sure! What should we watch?" I asked, walking towards the DVD rack.
"Well, on my way home from work I picked up 'What To Expect When You're Expecting!'"
"Beck!" I whined. "You know I hate stupid chick flicks!" That might've been a little too loud…
"Come on, sweety. Let's start and then we'll see, OK?" Beck looked at me with his big brown eyes and I just couldn't say no.
"Fine…go take a shower and I'll make some popcorn."
Beck left the room and I decided to call Tori. After high school we became really close.
"Hey Jade! What's up? Everything ok?" Tori asked
"I am good but I have some good news…"I was forcing myself not to say anything.
"What's the good new?" Tori asked curiously.
"I'm PREGNANT!" I screamed through the phone excitedly.
"O'my God, Jade! I am so happy for you! You and Beck must be so happy!"
"Yeah, we are. Let's hope for the best!"
"Yup! When did you find out?"
"Just this morning, actually. Oh, sorry. Gotta go. I've got popcorn on the stove" I said turning off the flame.
"Bye. Talk to you later. "I hung up the phone and put the popcorn into a big purple bowl, added some salt and went to sit down on the couch, waiting for Beck.
I started to think and went into a daze what would happen if i lost this baby? i wouldn't be able to handle another loss!