One-shot Zammie. All of it is through Cameron's POV.

Enjoy.

I remember our secret goodbye when the Blackthorne boys had to go when the exchange was over.

Remember all the things we wanted,

"Stay with me," I whispered as his forehead was pressed against mine. We were holding eachother. Both breathing heavily in the dark tunnel.

"Now, you know I can't do that Gallagher Girl," he whispered as he moved in for another kiss.

Now all our memories, their haunted,

We were always meant to say goodbye,

I remember thinking as he left that I wouldn't see him again. Even if I did, netheir of us would be the same. He came back to me, snuck out of Blackthorne. He knew he would be punished but he didn't care. I saw love in his eyes when he saw me. I loved him also. So much it hurt. But I told him to go. I couldn't have the COC using him against me.

He fought for me too. Yelled at me that it didn't matter but I didn't listen.

Even with our fist held high,

It would have never worked out right, yeah,

We were never meant for do or die,

I didn't want us to burn out,

I still cry at night for him. Dream about him. Think about him. Sometimes, when I'm alone, I'll call out his name, expecting him to be there but of course, he isn't. I then cried silently to myself.

I didn't come here to hurt you,

When I told him to go that night, I saw pain, anger, and love flash through his eyes and that made me want to take him back and be held in his arms.

I want you to know,

It doesn't matter where we take this road,

Someone's gotta go,

The night I left Gallagher, I found myself outside of Blackthorne, staring at it from a distance. I wanted him to come with me but I knew that if he did, he would most likely die. I wouldn't live with myself if that happened.

And I want you to know,

You couldn't have loved me better,

But I want you to move on,

So I'm already gone,

I shook my head and left the bushes. I ran and ran till no one could see me. Till I couldn't find myself and fell down to my knees, crying. God I missed him.

A week later, I was in D.C., following a lead. I had on a track suit and was jogging down the street then I stopped and saw…him. Zach. My Blackthorne boy.

Looking at you makes it harder,

But I know you'll find another,

He was laughing and talking to Tina. Tina had a hand on his arm. I stiffened and looked away.

I walked into an alley and blinked away the tears.

"Cammie," a voice said behind me. I turned around and gasped as I saw Zach standing there. "Cammie!"

It started with a perfect kiss then,

We could feel the poison set in,

'perfect' doesn't keep this love alive,

He kissed me and I felt myself fall in love with him all over again. I wanted to stay here with him, in this perfect moment. Bu I knew...i couldn't stay. I still needed my answers and I still didn't want him dead.

You knew that I loved you so,

I love you enough to let you go,

I pulled back and looked into his eyes. "I'll be back for you, Zach," and kissed his lips gently. Then I turned and ran.

I want you to know,

It doesn't matter where we take this rode,

Someone's gotta go,

I could hear him calling my name but in five minutes, I was no longer the girl in the track suit. I was a tourist that Zach past without noticing me or glancing back. I sighed and stared as he ran, his back to me.

And I want you to know,

You couldn't have loved me better,

But I want you to move on,

So I'm already gone,

I'm already gone, I'm already gone,

You can't make it feel right,

I knew that he knew what I was doing is what I wanted to do. I knew he wanted me to find the answers I needed so badly. He was worried about me, that's all. But I worried for him much more than he knew or I let on.

When you know that it's wrong,

I'm already gone, I'm already gone,

There's no moving on,

So I'm already gone,

He knew that me doing this alone was wrong but I had to do it. Plus, I was already gone.

Ahhh, already gone, already gone,

Already gone,

Ahhh, already gone, already gone,

Already gone

I remember what need we had for each other when we were alone and together. It was great feeling his arms wrap around me protectively. I wanted to stay there forever with him and only him.

Remember all the things we wanted,

Now all our memories, they're haunted,

We were always meant to say goodbye…

"Goodbye, Zach," I whispered as I walked out of the streets of D.C.

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~SnixX321