Im here cutting my vains while smoking something thats not mine.Ran out of the dawm pills.Got kicked out of my own house.Ever since that guy Jack came,everythings so fucked up.It all started the first day he came.He was hot(I have to admit it) but an asshole.All the girls loved him(including me).It slowly started becoming obious I liked him,even he started noticing.He was always flirting.I tried flirting back but, i was the worse flirt in the valley.The stress of trying to impress Jack was too much the other girl(my best friend)beat me to him.Thats when the cutting started happening.When they broke up,I got my chance that special night.
the face that cannot see inside yours and mine
That night he asked me out.I felt like I can run thousands of miles.I was happy for the first in a long time.I was truely in love.One night Jack asked me about the scars...
When I'm hiding, when I need it, it lets me breathe,
for our handle on this life, I don't believe this time
Jack would you still like me no mater what I did?
Yea,I love you
Then thats when I told him.Their was only one detail I didnt tell him,most of the scars were caused by him.
Would you look at me now?Can you tell I'm a man?With
these scars on my wrists To prove I'll try again Try to die again,
try to live through this night Try to die again...
Not till late did I realize I shouldnt have told him.He made a hugh deal about it.Jack had started cutting himself.I really didnt understand him anymore.So to try to see what he was trying to prove,I started all the drugs.
Forever fooling, free and using, sliding down the slide that breaks a will Mothers angel, getting smarter, how smart are you to regress unfulfilled? It's a damn shame, but who's to blame?
Soon I heard he had to go back were you came from.I was happy for him,yet felt pity for myself.I knew he would be happier.Me thats a totally different story.I would be more miserable than ever.Before Jack came I was empty.Now I knew what true love was...
When I'm hiding, when I need it, it lets me breathe,
for our handle on this life, I don't believe this time
Would you look at me now?Can you tell I'm a man?With
these scars on my wristsTo prove I'll try againTry to die again,
try to live through this nightTry to die again...