I was bored during state testing at school a few weeks back so I wrote this. I used to be a huge Sasuke fan, but that changed when he went to Orochimaru. I never planned on writing this, but sometimes stuff like this just pops into your brain where you just HAVE to write it down. If this sounds emo then well I must be a good actress because I am not emo. Anyway, hope you enjoy reading it. Please review when you are done. Also, please don't flame me because I usually don't write stuff like this anyway.
My Sasuke Tribute
I run but, my goal runs further away the faster I go. Yet, I strive for, live for, sacrifice everything I own for it. Love is a weakness that I must exterminate from my heart. My young heart turns cold as I pursue my dream, my revenge. I am constantly running in the darkness, sometimes blindly, others, where it's too dark to see.
Will all I have lived for up to now be wasted? No, I can't lose, I'm determined not to lose this unending battle raging in my soul. If feelings are a weakness, why do hatred and pain make me feel stronger? I wish I could feel love and friendship, emotions that I once felt before my own war began, but I never give into the temptation. Someday, when I have fulfilled my dream, my destiny, I will pursue those emotions in more depth, but will the ones I want to love and feel friendship toward wait for me? Will I have changed too much, where they no longer love nor want me? Will I become an enemy in their eyes, where they won't welcome me with open arms, but with murderous intent and hatred instead? My heart longs to return, yet I've past the point of return. My goal is too close now. I can't easily give up my goal, my aspirations, just to return to the people I've abandoned.
I have chosen rage over acceptance of the truth, revenge over forgiveness of what my brother has done. Will my path have no end? Will my revenge be satisfied when I'm standing over his lifeless body, laughing in his face, or will my cold, hateful heart long for more, for power? Time will tell where my destination lies and where my torturous life ends. Until then, I am in agony every second I live due to my uncertain future.