I cry for you

I laugh when you laugh at the realness of it all

I lie for you

I lie to keep you from dieing, keep you surviving it all

I love you

And you look at me and smile

I hate you and you look at me and turn away

I hate you

I love you

It's always been this way

You look for reason to keep me alive

I look and you, and god damnit I hate you!

You told me once I shouldn't cry

Yet the tears come down and they're hard to hide

I hate you

I love you

There's no way to make sense

I need you

Do you need me?

I listen to the words

That never made much sense to me now

You turn away

I look for reason to keep it this way

You die

You die for me

But the only thing I know it where I want to be

Your blood kills my sore eyes

Our love is easily paralyzed

I look at you and say

It was never meant to be this way

But here I am

Watching you

Here I am

Laughing at you

Here I am

Crying for you

Here I am

I meant to forget you

I should have never left you

I want to regret you

But you're dieing now

You're to far away

It wasn't meant to be this way

Make me turn away

But before I do

Let me say

I hate you