This contains maleXmale relationship. Don't like, don't read. Others enjoy. Rated M for future chapters.
**I do not own any characters **
(English is not my first language, so the english here is not perfect and there are a lot of mistakes)
"Sasuke! Sasuke, can you please help me tidy our apartment?! You can see that our place is a mess. And all that you've done today is staring at that stupid TV, while I've been busting my ass with cleaning our apartment. So just come here… immediately!" says a pink haired girl, who is on the edge with her nerves.
"Yes, I'm coming dear" I reply to the annoying thing, which I unfortunately have to call 'my wife'. I already know what is waiting for me; she is going to preach about how unfair I am being.
"You always say this. Now, come here already!"
"I'm coming. Stop yelling"
Oh, god her voice is so annoying. I sigh and stand up. Then I go into the kitchen, where Sakura is standing with her arms crossed. She is very angry. However, I couldn't care less. I have to listen to her nagging every single day.
"Do you know what a slob you actually are? Just once, you could do the laundry. I always have to do it. I am supposed to be your wife and not your maid or cleaning lady" says Sakura and gives me an angry look.
All that I can do is roll my eyes. I knew that this was going to happen. I am so sick of her. God, please help me!
"Don't you dare to roll your eyes at me, Sasuke, and listen me for a change! Do you even know how unbearable you've become after we got married and moved in together?" asks Sakura, still having that annoying look on her face.
"I am unbearable? Sakura you can't be serious! Do you know what I have to listen every single day? Sasuke, please clean that up! There's something on the floor, can you please pick it up? Oh, don't go into that room, I've just washed the floor. You are so annoying Sakura. And when I actually do want to help you, you always criticize everything that I do" I say and grit my teeth. I can feel the anger boiling inside of me.
"Now you are just making things up" yells Sakura and quickly continues, "I never said that! You are just looking for excuses because you are lazy". I can feel that Sakura is starting to defend herself and that can mean only one thing; she knows that I am right.
"Come on, you are not three, Sakura. At least you could admit that you are nothing but an annoying woman" I say and roll my eyes once again. This argument is making my brain hurt and I can already feel how the digits of my IQ are dropping.
"Well, I have to be annoying if I want something to be done. Look, just for once in your life could you please help me. And you can actually treat me as an actual human being"
"Oh, don't even start about this again. I am treating you like a human being. Look, I am really trying to be nice to you but you are always making this impossible. And then when I want us to cuddle and play in the bed at night, you always turn me down by saying that you are always too tired. Even though I do want to help you with your cleaning" I say back and clench my fist.
"We could snuggle and play your perverted games if you would help me-"
"Oh my God, Sakura! How many times do I have to repeat myself?! I do want to help you, but you don't let me. And then I just want to get away and not interfere with your work, so I go watch TV. However, when I do that you always preach to me how unfair I'm being to you"
I can see that Sakura knows that she is losing this fight. "Well, everything would be alright, if you could stop thinking about sex for once in your life, Sasuke!"
"Sakura… I am 22 and I haven't had sex in 3 months. It is not easy for me. For you girls maybe is, but I am a guy" I try to explain to her in the calmest way that I can at this moment.
"And there you go again, with your lame excuses. Seriously Sasuke...I am so sick of you" says Sakura and shakes her head.
"That should be my line! I am sick of you." I say to her and then I turn around. I grab my coat and start walking towards the door. I need to get out, away from Sakura. Everywhere is better. If I stay a moment longer with this thing I swear that I'm going to lose it.
"Hey, where do you think you're going?!" Sakura yells behind me.
"Out! To get some air! It doesn't matter where, just somewhere where you aren't there" I reply to her and grab the door knob.
"Sasuke, don't you dare to get away from me. We haven't finished talking. Sasuke Uchiha, if you don't listen to me right away, you will regret this. I am not even kidding with you. Sasuke!" I can hear Sakura's yelling, but all that I do is ignore her and leave the apartment.
As soon as I leave the apartment, I can feel that I am in a better mood. What was wrong with me, when I married Sakura? What was the reason that I agreed to marry her? And on top of that it was me who proposed to her. Was I really that desperate? I had to be. Maybe I was sick. Something had to be wrong with me. And maybe I was just feeling sorry for her, so I asked her to marry me. Whatever the reason was, all that I know now is that I regret the day when I said those two words, which ruined my life completely.
What did I even see on her? This is what I keep asking myself every single day. She is not even that attractive and she is so annoying. She is obsessed with cleaning the apartment. I am not saying that she isn't good at it. But cleaning is her only talent. Her cooking is horrible and I would rather starve myself that to eat her cooking. Oh and let's not mention how horrible she is in bed. Sex with her is so boring and every time that I want to try something new, she gets angry with me. And if I just look another girl, she goes crazy.
And the thing was that when I and Sakura first started living together, she was really cool. But then after a while, she showed her true self to me. I am ashamed to even call her my wife. All my friends are feeling sorry for me because I married her. I sigh and stop walking for a moment. Then another reason for marrying Sakura comes into my mind.
Naruto.
I quickly shake my head. No, no… I am just making things up. I got rid of feelings for him 2 years ago. He was just my high school crush and that's it. There's no way that this was the reason for marrying Sakura. Plus I don't even like guys, Naruto was just special. And at that time I had a lot on my plate. I am not into guys, period.
I put my hands into the pockets of my coat and I continue walking. I need to do something about my situation. What should I do? Maybe I could move out? However, that seem impossible at this moment, because I am completely broke and I don't even have a job, because my boss fired me. Well, maybe someone is selling apartments for a low price. All that I know is that I have to move out. If I don't I'm going to go crazy.
And yes, after I move out, we could get the divorce. After the divorce I will be able to do whatever I will want to without having to listen to her preaching. And I will also be able to invite girls over and drink and-
… Ouch!
Because I wasn't paying too much attention where I was going, I ran into somebody and I landed on the floor.
"Fuck, watch out where you are going! Mother nature gave you eyes for a reason" I say as I'm picking myself up from the floor.
"Oh, I'm sorry. I am just in a hurry to get home and I wasn't really watching where I was going and… Oh Sasuke, it's you. We haven't seen each other in ages" says the person into who I ran into.
"Huh?" the voice seems too familiar to me. I look up to see who was talking to me. "Naruto?"
I take a closer look at him. He changed a lot since I've last seen him! His hair is much longer and he has his hair in a ponytail. However, he still has that idiotic smile on his lips.
"So, how are you? We haven't seen each other since… your wedding, right?"
"Huh? How am I? Oh yes, I am fucking great, if you don't count the fact that me and Sakura and arguing every single day and not to mention my sex life also isn't quite peachy!"
How does he even dare to ask me how am I? Isn't it obvious that I look just horrible? Huh? Now what?! Don't tell me that this stupid dunce is going to laugh at me? I grit my teeth as Naruto starts laughing. God, his laugh is as annoying as ever.
"You aren't getting any as well? Well, you are not alone" says Naruto as he shows his white teeth to me.
"Oh very funny, Naruto. Absolutely hilarious" I say dryly to him.
"Somebody is in a great mood today" says Naruto a little bit more serious; however his annoying smile still isn't showing any sign of disappearing.
"Well I am sorry for being alive" I say. If I could I would slap him. Hard.
"Now, listen to me you egoistic idiot. My marriage also isn't going very good" says Naruto, who is looking angry at me now.
My eyes open wide as I listen to Naruto's talking. Naruto is married? When did that happen? I could feel that my heart is starting to beat faster and my palms are starting to sweat. I feel extremely sad and disappointed to hear that Naruto has gotten married. Wait a second. Just what the hell is wrong with me?! Am I still having feelings for Naruto? No, I got rid of them years ago. Something else needed to be wrong with me. But still, I can't help it but to feel a little bit upset to heart that Naruto is married.
"You are married?" I ask carefully.
"Yes, I am married! Is that so hard to believe?" Naruto asks as his face is getting really red. Now Naruto is the one who is angry.
"N-No it's just" I stutter. God, Sasuke. What the hell is wrong with you?! "So, who is the unlucky girl?" I ask, trying to ignore my feelings. I don't really want to know who Naruto married. Whoever the girl was, she didn't deserve Naruto.
"Hinata" replies Naruto and rolls his eyes.
Hinata? Why on Earth would Naruto marry her? And why didn't Naruto invite me to his wedding? Something was off with Naruto's wedding. I can tell that. However, I don't know if I should ask any more questions or not.
"When did you get married?"
"6 months ago" he mutters, avoiding making eye contact with me.
"Why didn't you invite me to your wedding? I invited you to mine!"
"Well you know that Hinata gets jealous very easily. And knowing that I once had a huge crush on Sakura wouldn't be really good for our wedding. Hinata didn't want Sakura on our wedding. I wanted to invite you, but if I would invite you, Sakura would come with you. So because of this I didn't invite you. Sorry" says Naruto.
He is just looking for excuses. I can tell that he is lying to me. But why would he be lying to be about his wedding? I quickly shake my head and try to get rid of the tight feeling in my chest. Why does it have to bother me so much the fact that Naruto is married to a girl?!
"You could at least tell me that you were getting married. Plus why did you have to marry that Hinata?" I blurt out, because I'm too upset to even pay attention to what I'm saying.
"Hey, don't talk about Hinata like this. What's wrong with you, Sasuke?"
"What did you even see on her? You could do so much better than her. Seriously, Naruto-" I start babbling, but then I am interrupted by Naruto.
"Are you… jealous?" Naruto carefully asks me.
I feel how my heart starts beating like crazy. Shit, Naruto is onto me. He is right, I am jealous. Oh, great! Just when I thought that this day couldn't get any worse, I had to run into Naruto. Why on Earth do I still have to have feelings for him?! I bite into my lower lip. I can't have feelings for Naruto, I just can't! I liked Naruto in high school, when I was going through a phase. Liking Naruto was just a phase. At least this is what I was trying to tell myself. Naruto is an idiot! He always has been and always will be. Then why?
"Are you jealous?" asks Naruto again, because I'm not saying anything back to him.
"D-Don't be silly. Of who should I be jealous, Naruto?" I reply. I'm stuttering and I could feel how hot my face is. It is literally on fire. Oh god, I just hope that Naruto won't notice my blush.
"Are jealous of Hinata?"
I quickly turn away from Naruto and I clear my throat. "Oh, come on, Naruto. Don't be an idiot. Why should I be jealous of Hinata? I am just… It's just been long day, okay?"
And then the silence falls between us. I can tell that Naruto is trying hard to understand what has just happened. For a second I'm worried that he would connect the pieces of the puzzle together, but knowing how thick he is I quickly calm down. Naruto is really thick when it comes to feelings and things like these.
After a few more seconds pass, Naruto finally asks: "Hey Sasuke… I'm really thirsty. Let's go for a drink, what do you say?"
I don't say anything. I just nervously nod and follow Naruto.
"Hey didn't you say earlier that you were in a hurry to get somewhere?" I ask Naruto and take a sip of the beer.
"Oh yeah, you are right. Oh well, I guess Hinata will just have to wait for a little bit longer" mutters Naruto as he quickly empties the bottle of the beer.
"Alright then… Naruto, do you by any chance know somebody that is selling or renting the apartments? I think that I am going to move, because I can't live with Sakura anymore. She is driving me crazy" I ask Naruto and pray to God that he knows somebody.
"I don't know anybody who is selling apartments. But if you temporarily need a place to stay, you could come and live with me" says Naruto and he looks at me.
"Oh, of course. I am already there. Look, I really appreciate it Naruto, but I just got rid of Sakura. I don't want another annoying girl, who will tell me how I'm supposed to live"
"Me and Hinata don't live together"
"Oh" is everything that I say. Suddenly, I feel a lot better and moving in with Naruto seems a great idea to me. Maybe this way I will be able to figure out what is wrong with me. This time I will make sure that I will get rid of these feelings for Naruto forever.
"So if you'd like, you can come live with me. What do you think?"
"Okay. Yes, this would be great. Thank you, Naruto" I say and smile. Naruto smiles back.
"Is Hinata good in bed?" I ask, while we are eating dinner.
"Oh of course, the girl is an expert" says Naruto, with a huge amount of sarcasm in him voice. "She is terrible"
"The same as Sakura then"
"Really? Is Sakura that bad in bed?" he asks surprised.
I nod. "It would be more fun making love to a cactus and certainly less painful. Thank God that I'm here. Maybe we could go out sometime and, I don't know, find some girls to have fun with" I say and smile.
"Y-Yeah, maybe" says Naruto and I see that he seems somehow nervous when I mentioned that. I frown, but decide not to say anything else. Maybe he loved Hinata a lot to ignore his sex life. If that was true, then of course he won't cheat on Hinata just like that.
"H-Hey, I think that I'm going to take shower now. You just make yourself at home. I'll be back soon" says Naruto after a few awkward seconds of silence.
"Yeah, just hurry up, because I need to take a shower too" I say to him.
Naruto sends me one of his goofy smiles and then he disappears into the bathroom. While he is taking a shower, I decide to take a tour of Naruto's apartment. His kitchen is blue and small. The stove looks untouched so I wonder if Naruto really cooks for himself or if he eats at Hinata's. And why the hell weren't Naruto and Hinata living together in the first place. Something seemed really off with Naruto's marriage.
Then I quickly find a way into Naruto's bedroom. In the middle of the bedroom there is a huge bed and next to the bed, there is a nightstand. I go closer, because I can see that there is a picture placed onto the nightstand. As I come closer, I can see that the picture was taken on Naruto's wedding day. Like always, Naruto has on that picture his signature idiotic smile. Naruto has his long hair in a ponytail and he is dressed in white. He looks stunning and I have to force myself to tear my eyes away. Then a look to Naruto's right side and I can see a Hinata standing there. She looks horrible. Her dark hair and curled and she looks like a tree with a bird's nest on it.
Seriously, what did Naruto see on this girl? She is even uglier than Sakura! Naruto deserves so much better. Someone like me, for example. As soon as this thought comes into my mind I start kicking and slapping myself mentally. What the fuck is happening with me? I do not like guys, especially not Naruto. Naruto is married, for God's sake.
Ah, it must be the hormones. The lack of sex is the only reason that I've started to fancy Naruto again. I am just confused because I lived with Sakura for such a long time. I must be desperate.
"Sasuke? What on Earth are you doing?" I hear Naruto say.
"Huh?" I say. Just now I realize what I'm doing. I'm sitting on the floor and hugging Naruto's wedding picture. Oh no, what will Naruto think of me now? Then I look up. Naruto has a towel around his hips, but his chest is naked and still wet, just like his silky hair. I swallow hard and I watch one water drop, which slowly travels from Naruto's face, down his perfect body and then it falls onto the floor.
"Sasuke! What's wrong?" he asks me confused.
This time I can't tear my eyes from him. I am just sitting there, with the picture in my hands. I can feel how hot my body has gotten and my heart is beating way too fast. Suddenly I somehow manage to close my eyes and put the picture back onto the nightstand. Then I slowly stand up. I can feel that my body is still shaking a little bit and I am feeling a bit dizzy. My throat is unbelievably dry.
"I-I just… I'm going to take a shower"
I don't even want to know how stupid I looked with the picture in my hands. I know that I made a complete fool out of myself in front of Naruto. I know that Naruto probably thinks now that I am crazy. Shit! I take my clothes of and then I step inside of the shower. I wash myself with cold water, hoping that this would somehow calm my body down. But it doesn't.
What if I really still have some feelings? It wouldn't be too strange if I actually still like him. I mean, I just froze when I saw him naked! It wouldn't be a problem if Naruto was a girl. If he was then I would be actually very, very happy. I just hope that these feelings are just physical attraction, because I don't want to get emotionally attached to him. Once I was in love with him and it was horrible. It hurt a lot not being able to confess to him and I don't want to go down the same road again. If I tell Naruto the truth, he will just kick me out and I'll have to go to Sakura again. And this is not going to happen!
After the shower, I step outside and I get dressed. Then I go into the living room, where Naruto is already waiting for me. I see that he has some questions that he wants to ask me. Lovely!
"Is everything alright with you?" Naruto asks.
"Of course. Why wouldn't it be?" I ask back.
"Because you literally ran into the shower and some minutes ago I found you hugging my wedding the picture. Do you by any chance like Hinata?" he asks me.
"No! Can you please stop asking me such idiotic questions, Naruto?! I am really tired and I just want to go to sleep" I snap. I didn't really want to yell at him and I can tell that I hurt him by shouting. Shit!
"I just thought that-"
"Well you thought wrong! Now can we please go to sleep? Go to your bedroom and leave me alone. I'll sleep on the couch"
"Are you sure? This couch is very old and you won't get much sleep on it"
"Then where should I sleep? Do you have any more brilliant ideas left?" I ask annoyed.
"My bed is huge. We could share" he simply asks and shrugs his shoulders.
Just at the thought of sleeping with Naruto, it makes my head spin. I quickly shake my head as I blushed again.
"What's wrong? Your face is really red, Sasuke"
"Nothing is wrong!" I shout. "Now please go to bed. I will sleep on the couch. Now scram and leave me alone"
"Whatever then. I just wanted to help" he mumbles. "Goodnight then"
"Night" I reply and lie onto the couch, hoping that tomorrow is going to be a better day.
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