DISCLAIMER: I don't even know why I put this here, *sigh* I do not own Gravitation. Obviously.
Warnings: Rated T for language, character death, blood, sickness.
Enjoy the story people. ^u^
A groan left my mouth as I put my head in my hands, in a failed attempt to ease the pain going through it. 'Uuurgh... It hurts.' Just then, while I thought my sickness couldn't get any worse, I felt acid threatening to escape my throat. I lurched forward holding my hand to my mouth and rushed to the bathroom.
"Mr Shindou, if you had gotten this checked earlier, we would've been able to remove your tumour using surgery. But it's grown overtime, now it would be physically impossible to remove it without leading you to paralysation, or death."Shuichi's eyes widened as tears filled his sparkly, life-filled eyes. A... a tumour? No. NO. I'm not ready to leave, I haven't fulfilled my dream and Yuki... doesn't love me yet. I have to live, I have to keep trying!
In the middle of puking my guts out, there was a loud knock on the door. "How long are you gonna be in there, ya damn brat?" Yuki yelled, clearly pissed off about something. Before I could answer, my head throbbed and another wave of sickness ran through my whole body, again I threw myself over the toilet bowl and continued to empty my stomach.
"Oi! Answer me, you bastard. How long does it take to shit?!" My angry lover continued, not a single hint of worry in his voice. He seems pissed off already... What will he do if I keep ignoring him? I better answer him. Before talking, I cleared my throat, ignoring the major migraine I still had. Just act normal. Normal. Everything's fine. Just... Norm- "Brat...?" Yuki. He sounded... worried? No, this is Yuki we're talking about.
I took a deep breath, wiped my eyes and walked over to the door. Swung it open. There he was, my golden haired angel. A smile graced my features. I only have three more days... Then I won't see him ever again. My vision went blurry, I realised it was only my tears invading my eyes. No, don't think about that right now.
"YUUKII!" All the sounds I made, burned my half acid-filled throat. I threw myself at Yuki, in order to glomp him. But as usual, he just stepped aside. I fell to the floor, face first. My head hit the smooth wood I was laying on and I bit back a scream. My headache amplified x10000. The inside of my brain felt like it was crushed, crunched up. Tears made their way back to my eyes.
"What the fuck took so long?" There was no questioning his anger right now. He walked over, towering over me as I lay on the ground. I pushed myself up, with much difficulty. Too be completely honest, I was scared out of my fucked up mind right now. Yuki sounded really really pissed off and I was in a vulnerable state. Hell I was going to die in less than a week. My thoughts were interrupted as the blonde novelist's hand held my arms tightly and yanked me up to a standing position. My head spun, no the world did. Everything around me was spinning, I clenched my eyes shut and waited for it to stop. "Don't fucking ignore me, you little shit!" My lover's rage-filled voice flew at me.
"Y-yuki, I'm so-"
"I don't want your stupid apologies! All you ever do is whinge and cry, you're so damn annoying. You just never shut up do you?! The only reason I've been coughing up blood is because of you! It's all your fucking fault. You think you can just force yourself into someone elses life and complain to them every damn day about stupid shit no one cares about?"
I was in shock, tears lingering in my eyes but never leaving. I couldn't find the right words to answer with, Yuki was just so angry... Did I really take that long? Whatever it is, I know it's my fault... It always is. "But Yuuuki! I only want to help you! I LOVE YOU YUKI! I'm sorry for all the trouble I've caused you but... I need to tell you something..." Yes, I have to tell him. At least he'll be at peace, happier when I... die.
"No one wants to listen to you! No one cares about you, and don't even think for one second that a single person on this entire earth would love you. I, for sure, don't love. I bet that no one would even blink an eye if you died. Just, you want to help me? Then do me a favour and shut up. Forever."
"Yuki I-I-"
"SHUT THE HELL UP!" Once again, I was on the floor. My cheek red, and my face stung. Did Yuki just.. hit me? My head slammed into the wall behind me. I had a feeling that my brain was instantly split into two by the pressure. But that didn't hurt as much as the pain in my chest. So he does hate me, no matter what I do, it won't change...
"Yuki... I'm sorry. I know I only cause you trouble." I smiled, blood trickled down my forehead. My throat still burned, my head was completely numb now, too much pain had been felt that now it was just a minor ache. My heart was a whole different story... "If that's what you really want... I love you... Yu.." Before I finished my sentence, everything went black.