Author's note:A story on Sam's feelings after Gregor/ Elliot revealed himself. SBA revised some stuff in the fic, but some are still remained the same. Hope you guys like it.
Summary: He lied to me. He was a fake. Why did I trust him? And I almost thought that we were the same. We had the same interests. But he wasn't everything. He wasn't the perfect guy.
Chapter 1:
He lied to me.
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I dropped onto my bed, my thoughts in a whirl, my heart aching. Tears were falling from my bloodshot eyes. I looked horrible. But for the moment, I didn't care.
It was raining. Raindrops fell from the foggy window. The sound of cars passing by invaded my haven.
I curled up into a ball. Closing my eyes tightly, more tears poured down my cheeks. I thought about that stupid, lying idiot, Gregor, or should I say Eliot. For once, I thought I met the perfect guy. He was just like me, he understood me. Not like my friends, they would call the food I eat garbage, and they call me scary, because of the way I look.
But not him; He understood me. He was an ultra-recycle vegetarian, just like me. It's like a respect for what I eat. He was a Goth, that wore white because he said white was the new black in his country. He liked books as much as I do. We always went by my favourite book store.
But all of these were fake. They were as fake as he was. I felt rage and sadness envelop me. I felt my heart being torn apart from his lies.
He lied to me. He was a fake. Why did I trust him? And I almost thought we were the same. We had the same interests. But he wasn't everything. He wasn't my perfect guy.
I felt like a fool. I was crying over a guy who lied about everything, his identity, his home, and his interests. He molded himself into my dream guy.
The first time I saw him, butterflies erupted in my stomach. When he touched me, a tingling sensation overwhelmed me. When I heard his unique accent, my heart was in a frenzy. But my most hated moment was when he kissed me. Shock was evident in my eyes as he did it. I thought to myself, I screamed to myself that this wasn't right.But I soon felt my hands wrap around him and my eyelids drop as he held me close.
I was shocked, because, I mean, hello? He kissed me all of the sudden in our very first date. Some couples who go on dates, have their first kiss on, I don't know, their fifth date? But no, mine was on my very first date of my life, and I barely know the guy.
And I was frightened, I was unsure. He may be the perfect guy (At least I thought he was) but he wasn't the first one who came into my life.
I literally had a knight in shining armour. He always protected me. He was always there, saving me dozens of times. His baby blue eyes brightened every single day. It made a light shine, in the deepest corner of my heart.
I always helped him in his missions. I sacrifice my time to help him, to balance his two alter egos. He always told me from the start that I should never get involved in one of his ghost missions, but I was stubborn, I was always involved in his crazy ghost hunts. But he was very protective, just the smallest injury, he would have the biggest concern.
And that's why I was unsure. To pick a lying idiot, like Elliot.
Or. To pick my knight in shining armour, that has been there for me through thick or thin. My very true friend.
I smiled. I looked out the window and thought about that knight in shining armour of mine, that might be watching over me from the window right now.
Author's note: Ok. I thought the last part was corny, but that's what came into my head.
SBA: yeah it was corny. But I made it cornier.
Eonix24: it's ok; I'm eating corn right now.
SBA: yeah know, I'm feeling kind of romantic today.
Eonix24: yeah, me too, I have to be or my fic will go wrong, it will be a fic about being bored.
SBA: hyper, very hyper.
Eonix24: Sugar rush. Weeeeeeee!!
