As we lay outside on the grass around night-time I cant hold my feelings anymore, I get up and lean closer to him, im scared he is gonna push away but when I see his face that's when I wake up.

"Wake up Gwen!!!" Jake yelled at my doorway.

I grunted and got up, I have this dream for about two weeks straight and it always ends up that way at the end.I get up very in a bad mood cause my dream never shows the end of it.I jumped into the shower, as fast as I can. The bus was a little bit late today cause the rain was falling down way bad today.I ran down the stairs stealing my brothers apple and kiss my mom.

"Bye!" I yelled.I hear Jack,my little brother, "Hey give it back." I took off running to the bus stop and it was just about to leave till I ran full gear and made it onto the bus.

"Sleeping late again Gwen?" Laughed Jesse at me.

"Sorry Jess but I did score you a apple."

I threw it at the bus driver lady she yelled thanks when I sat down In the back of the bus. I was the first person she pick up first cause she knows my mom doesnt have time to take me to school, and since Jesse and my mom are pretty good friends, she always help me. I started pulling out my black sidekick phone seeing I got 3 new texts. The first one was those stupid forwards from Beth.

"Love is a weakness, Take your shot with the one you love, Send this to ten people or the perosn you like well get a girlfriend."

"too late." I whisper to myself.

The 2nd text I got was from Bridgette it said "Hey girlie did you already leave your house?"

I texted her back "Yeah why?" as soon as I text her that I saw her Bridgette,D.J,Tyler,Noah And Lindsay. I laughed when she walked in reading the text,she looked at me and said

"Well I guess its too late,I wanted you to wear Hot pink tomorrow with me! So we can match!" Bridgette Ran to me sitting down.

"Ew no way pink=gross" Bridgette was sitting in front of me cause she was saving a seat for Geoff.

I just remember I didnt read my last text "Hey babe,are you still up? ;) " My heart raced when I saw the text was from, It was him. I yelled inside my head why did I have to go to bed early I could have been texting Duncan all night. I cant get this guy outta my head. I pulled out my ipod and listen to my music. I started listening to Taylor Swift-You Belong With Me.

I cant help it Ever since I started liking Duncan more as a friend, I cant help but listen to cheesy love songs. I was looking in the window as we stop to the next bus stop.I was staring into the sky seeing to birds flying together it was so pretty how they was flying in the rain, most birds hide in trees like little babies, I guess those two birds are hardcore, I smile still staring, Untill then someone touched my shoulder and I was startled cause I had both of my head phones in and thats when I saw it was Duncan. I took one head phone out.

"Hey Duncan." I said helplessly

"Did I scare you? haha" Duncan smirk his cocky face closer to mine while still standing up.

"Just a little." I shrugs my shoulders while smiling looking into his eyes.

Duncan notice I was hearing my music.

"What you listen to?" He leand in trying to hear and thats when I remember I was hearing Taylor Swift. He would make fun of me so hard if he knew I like Taylor Swift music, I would never hear the end of Duncan if he found out.

I move my body sideways and was pushing Duncan away with my legs "Hehe ahhee nothing!!"

I put the ipod to a new song before he sat down next to me and luckly it was on Blink 182-All The Small things.

"Oh this song is the shit!" He laughed but stop laughing noticing what I did,

"Why did you push me away Sweetheart, you know you what some of this!" Duncan said

I laughed acting like I didnt want it

"Oh yeah you caught me!" I made my eyes widen.

We started talking and what not till Courtney comes into the bus, I sighed looking down once I knew Courtney was on the bus, She waving at Duncan to sit next to her, In the front.

"Dudettes call,bye Gwen." Duncan said while standing up, I tried to pull a smile and waved while he sat next to Courtney, He move his arms aorund her shoulders kissing, I hurried and looked down. But thats when then the song came on my ipod that kills me. Taylor Swift-White Horse. While I was listening to that I shoot my head back up seeing how Happy Duncan and Courtney was, Duncan never looked so happy in his life, Those two have been dating for about Four years, Its been on and off, Courtney alway fought with Duncan how she was only fourteen and she cant date him but Duncan didnt care, I heard the lyrics, going into my heart that killed me the most was "Im not a Princess,This ain't a fairytale." It was true, im not Duncan's Princess,Courtney was and always well be.I have to get over this guy, but he is my best friend, Has been for about six years.

"Gwen!!" Cody rushed and sat next to me.

I sighed and stop looking at Duncan and Courtney and playing my other rock music.

"Get lost" I yelled

"well I saw you sitting all alone an-"

"I always sit alone." I cut hem off

"Anyways,The hallowen dance is coming up."

"Yeah I know." I mumbled

"Wanna go with me?!" He asked

"Cant go,Babysitting my little brothers halloween night."

Cody actally got happy

"Yay! You didnt say no, so I can tell everyone you was busy but there was a chance you would have gone with me!" he was happy and got up and sat next to Beth on the bus.

I laughed to myself And made my comment "Maybe he would like to go trick or treating with my little brothers."

We finally pulled up at the school and I went to my locker seeing my friend Leshawna waiting for me, She said her arms arounf her chest while staring at this school poster in front of her, she looked way lost, once she saw a pale figure with black all over me she shoot her eyes at me glaring.

"Girl where have you been?"

"Sorry the bus was a little late for everyone."

"It's cool but guess what?!" She smile once she remember something.

"Huh??" I asked

"Harold is gonna start getting buff for me!"

I brusted out laughing but then yet again, I was happy Harold would do that for Leshawna, we talked for a little bit but I left and ran to my first period Child care,

Everyone had a partner besides me it sucks cause I have to do more work than everybody else.

Courtney,Heather,Geoff,Bridget and even Duncan was in this class. I talked Duncan to having this class cause it so simple. Duncan was Courtneys partner Heather was with some nerd. and Geoff and Bridget.

Just then this boy walks in class.