NOTE: I DO NOT OWN TWILIGHT! THE BRILLIANT STEPHENIE MEYER DOES :D 3 I'll upload new chapters each week so... ;) Anyways the summary sucks. Urm, I still donn't know what to do. In this fanfic the flashbacks are quite dodgy, -especially Mike Newton, poor guy he never stand a chance to be with Bella- Anyways, In the next chapter Edward stalks Bella -No surprises there but I still don't know. Another problem is when Renesmee comes in the scene. She's probably going to end up stealing Jacob away from Bella -rivalry between mother and daughter ^^;.. This is my first fanfic so yeah, be nicee ;) Reviews will be appreciated 3
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I blinked twice quite unsure where I was. Looking around the environment, trying to investigate what was happening. Something horrifying. I was at the playground. The place seems to be deserted and lonely. I noticed that it was getting quite dark; I jerked my head a little, gazing at the picturesque view, the sun was setting, giving a crimson and indigo shade across the velvet sky. While the afternoon stars twinkled and illuminated giving an exquisite scene. The gust howled loudly brushing harshly on my skin, giving me a painful chill down my spine. I gave a sudden cold shiver. I swear I've been to this place before. It rings a bell. I just couldn't put my finger on it though. A dark chuckle broke the eerie silence. I turned my back. There stood, Mike Newton. His blonde locks danced rhythmly along with the glacial wind. One of his infamous, dark smirks curved on his porcelain face as if he knew what was going through my mind. I frowned slightly. I find Mike quite creepy sometimes. Renesmee, told me that his eyes only see me and he won't give up until I say yes and go out with him. Apparently, that was his mission for life. What a dumbass. I went to a couple of dates with him but every one of them felt awkward. He was my childhood friend so I tried so hard not to end up hurting him but I could not lead the poor guy on so I rejected him. The impact must have hit him hard. After that event he didn't talk to me for so long until now. Right, I gotta sort this stuff up. What could I possibly doing here?. I stopped my mind from wandering for a moment, trying to remember. My eyes slowly widened. Terror and shock washed over me. I know what was going on. No! Not this dream again. Horrifying memories strucked in my head.
Trembling with fear, I took a step back. "P.. d..don't do t..this to me Mike.." He grinned wickedly showing his straight chalk-white teeth. He knew that I discovered his motives. He stepped forward, enjoying every seconds of it. I wanted to scream for help but not a sound came out my throat, not even a whisper. My legs felt weak, I wanted to run so badly but it seem like my energy was draining from my body. I stood there like a statue, feet firmly glued on the ground. Time passed slowly. Everything was in slow motion. Mike was restraining, walking forward, face full with with ecstasy. My eyes were pleading, pleading for him not to do it. I sobbed noisily as I felt his hand touch my left arm. Slowly caressing my smooth skin, roaming his way under my school top I tried wriggly free away from him but he was excessively strong for me to handle. He smiled and whispered something, voice full of seduction. I could not tell what he just said, it sounded like a cat purring. I threw him a disgusted look, in reply he sneered at me. I felt a bad vibe as he leaned closer to my neck.
"I know you want me Bella. You are too shy to admit it but no need to worry babe, I'm here to satisfy your needs." He then unbuttoned my bra and felt my fully developed breast. Rubbing it, while pinching my hard, pink nipples.
He then asked, "Can I do the honours tonight?", It screamed for help but there was no use, no one was around, just the perverted maniac and me. He looked irritated now. He gave a fed up smile and then utter "Looks like I have to force you into this. Do you remember this place? The first time I confessed my love for you, I was so nervous so I asked you to come here. I wanted to tell you personally but you didn't even give me a chance to express my love. You rejected me." His hazel eyes filled with agony. "But we can all forget about it. Let's focus on what to do next now" . Rage filled my eyes. I gushed my breath harshly cursing him to let me go.
"Let go of me you pervert!" I cried helplessly. The filthy bastard pushed me and I stumbled on the hard, cemented ground. I gave a loud, agonising groan. I looked up to him and he was zipping his flyer open. I screamed once again but then it was cut off by his fist bashed on my face. I gaped at him horrified."You bitch, shut up and let me fuck y..." Before he could finish the sentence, someone grabbed him and gave him a thrashing. I forced myself not to look at the fight. My eyes were full of tears so my vision was quite blurry and I was too busy sobbing my heart out. I could not believe it I was nearly raped! People were right about me, I am a danger-magnet. I wonder how furious Charlie would be if he finds out. I better not tell him. What about Mike? I caught a glimpse of him and the stranger who saved me. Mike was no match against the other person. Hatred filled my heart. I wanted the person to kill Mike. Beat him until he begs for mercy. He must suffer for what he did. He must! Then remembering the awful event... I blacked out.
My lifeless eyes bore into my dark ceiling. A familiar smell lingers in the thick and humid air. A faint smell of soap. His smell. Weird huh? It must be my stupid imagination. I loathe summer nights. The temperature is overbearing. I can feel my sweat trickling down my hot, sticky face or am I mistaken? Is it tears? Whatever. I can't think of anything else except him. His dark, mysterious eyes seem to hypnotise me whenever I stare back at them, controlling my body and soul especially my heart. No, I must forget him. I tried and shake my head fiercely, breathe deeply and trying so hard to clear my thoughts. How can I be so naive? Teenage boys never keep their promises. I should have known better. I can't shed another tear for him but before that thought registered in my mind, crystal tears rolled down my face. I can even taste them. So bitter. Just like my love for him. I gave a soft and mournful sob. It feels like someone is drawing a sharp vicious sword in my heart. Why? Why did you leave me without saying goodbye? I never imagined it would be this painful losing your first love. Oh gimme a break, I'm starting all over again by thinking about him. He pinkie promised me that he will always stay by my side. Be my friend, my protector but instead he broke my heart. What a jerk. Even though I kind of hate him at the moment, I want him to be more than that, to be my lover. It doesn't matter now. He already break his promise but I know that my love for him is strong and true, even though we are still in our youthful age and far apart. No one could replace him; my eternal love is only for him. Jacob Black. I will wait for you.
Jacob . My hero. My best friend. My one and only. I remember that time when you gave me a piggy back ride and carried me home to your house. I did not talk. I was in dazed. You couldn't blame me I nearly lost my virginity to some maniac who stalked me since first grade. Mike Newton. Hearing his name makes my blood boil. He moved away though after the news spread. He was a disgrace to his family. Both of his parents were attorneys. People who serves the law. People who brings justice to all of us. Everyone looked down on him because of what he did. I bit my bottom lip; thoughts came rushing in my head. His parents couldn't bear the thought of him being bullied, so they moved states. I was glad at first but that's when my nightmares started. Every night I wake up screaming at the top of my lungs. Same nightmare. Same place. I was traumatised. Anyway, Jacob was the one who saved me. He was my saving grace but he left. Breaking his promise. And without saying goodbye. Jerk.