I looked at the paper. I couldn't grasp the fact. My best friend was getting married. No… no…no… was all I could say to myself as I read the invitation.

"So, will you be my best man, Kiba?" Shikamaru asked.

"Yeah, man. I will.." I still couldn't believe this was happening right before my eyes. Wait no, what was the big shocker was who he was going to marry, Temari. She was the complete opposite of him.

"What's up with you?" I looked at him half dazed. "I mean, why do you look half dead?" I looked back down at the paper that would changed my life forever. I tried to wake up from this nightmare that was called "life". Nope, still here.

"…" I blinked hard twice.

"Let me drive you home at least."

"No, I have to umm… go shopping. You just go home and don't worry 'bout me."

"Okay, but if you need anything just call."

But what if all I want is you… I thought but dared not say. "I will"

"See ya."

"Bye…" I watched him leave. Then turned around and walked slowly home.

When I opened the door I locked it behind me so no one will know that I was home. Then I dived for the couch, my new best friend. I could feel my eyes start to water. I just laid there wanting to forget what had just happened. Nope, not going to happen never will I forget that. My eyes started to over flow. I felt the tears run down my cheeks and down on to the couch. I knew that I couldn't hide my feelings anymore. I got up went to my room grabbed a pen and my journal. I wrote in the inside cover and the back cover then woke up Akamaru then was off to Shikamaru's house. I have to make this quick then leave. It's what has to be done. "Come on Akamaru you can come to." I said as I made sure I had my gun.