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Chapter 1: Fallen

I sat on the golden grass of heaven, watching the the wind blow threw them. Everything was so beautiful here, even after being here for 2 month the landscape took my breath away.

"Allen." Veronica called as she walked up from behind me, her voice was sweet, and could instantly calm you. I turn slightly so I could see her in the corner of my eye. She wore a long white flowing dress, her long blond hair was almost as gold as the grass. She is beautifully if not more then this very landscape, as she unseemly glide towards me. Putting her hand on my shoulder she sat down next to me, she was smiling, which put down any concerns before they where even able to raise. I was unable to speak as she grab one of the strands of my reddish brown hairs that I had tied behind me, and loop it around her finger. As if realising what she was doing she let go and smile wider. "Allen I came with good news, bless it be our Creator has given you a charge. Congratulations." She said grabbing my hand. I wasn't able to react as shock and joy fill me. Because of this Veronica lost her smile, and gave me a worrying look. "Allen, are you not happy."

I smile then. "I'm more then happy, but also surprise at how quickly this has happen."

"Allen you have shown us that you are more the worthy of being trusted with this task." Veronica said standing up, and pulling me up with her. Opening up her wings they where pure white, and each feather had a golden tip. Opening my own wings, they where the same color as my hair with a few black feathers mix in. Veronica toke off first, leaving me with a feeling I can only describe as amazement when I see a Angel use there wings. Smiling to myself I follow Veronica.

It was a blessing I could be here, in the past I was a demon, then the creator allow me to redeem myself. Once I became a Angel I lost all my memories of my sinful days, which has allows to become the best Angel of my making and also with the help of Veronica.

Entering the angels region it felt as if I hadn't taken a breath in a long while. Veronica say I will get use to it, and this was also proof I was truly 1 of them because together we angels are stronger. We flew over the land not greeting any angels we pass. Veronica feet was the first to touch the floor of Michael office which had a open roof, which he could close at anytime. The archangel stood as if he was waiting for us.

"Greeting Allen, it is good to see you." Michael said his voice was strong but was as equally calming as Veronica voice is. "You'll be receiving your first charge today." Michael show no emotion and walk towards with a grace that show the many years he has lived. He stop when he was only a few inches away from me. His eyes show much wisdom, and his presence was somewhat overwhelming. "You wanted to become a guardian angel correct."

"Yes." I said without hesitation. "I want to protect human from evil which always try to pursued them to do wrong."

"Allen, human are creature of choice, you must remember that. Though I did not agree with your decision of becoming a guardian angel, we are also creature of choice, but not like humans our choice can cause more problems, so chose wisely when making your choice Allen." Michael said, then turn away from me. "Your charge is name Lenalee Lee she is 17 years old."

I couldn't hide the confusion the wash over me. "Is she holding my charge."

"No."

"But aren't we given charges before they are born."

"Most time, but this child recently lost her guardian, should we leave her unguarded from the evil she can't see." Michael said I realized I question a Archangel, looking a Veronica I felt that she had the same concerns, but her lips were seal. "You will have many changes Allen, a human life is fairly short. Once your down on Earth you'll connect with your charge, from there you will know what to do. After a few hundred years you'll probably want to change careers, I wouldn't mind working with you."

"Thank you Michael." I said as he turn back towards me.

"Thank the Creator." Michael said and put his hand on my head. I only got a glance a Veronica, before I hit the floor of Earth. Earth was much different then Heaven, the color were duller but somehow this world was still beautiful, like all the Creator's creation.

I found myself in the forest, I knew my charge was close, but my curiosity kept me from going to her straight away. I watch tiny bugs go long there day, there so many different shape colors, and sizes. Some would get eaten by different creatures that also came in different shape, color and sizes. I didn't know how I was wondering when realized I had to do a job. I thought I had lost my charge, when she came out of a dense set of bushes. She was Chinese with short hair that was blue in the shadows but green in the light. When her soul connected to me, I could see her whole life. And it was sad.

Lenalee Lee was a girl bless by the creator with a gift that she would need in this postapocalypse world that she was born into. They where in the form of boots, that had mix with her blood threw time. After her parents die she was force to become a demon hunter. The two males she travel with where also bless according to Lenalee memories. Looking at them the one with red hair was a bookman, or at least one in training, the keep track of history, and remember it all. His guardian angel seem to be lax, the Japanese male Kanda was apparently cold, and had a unexplainable darkness around him. Turning back to my charge, I wonder what happen to her last guardian angel. Putting that thought in the back of head, I wanted to become the greatest guardian for her, so maybe she won't experience anymore pain. The trio was on a hunt following the trail of demon that was killing people who were trying to rebuild there town.

I flew behind Lenalee who was jumping over and under trees in this dense forest. As a guardian angel I didn't need wings to fly. I could sense more then one demon ahead. As the trio continues, I felt the demon surrounding them. "Be surroundings you." I said.

"Guy I think we're being surrounded." Lenalee said activating her boots, Kanda pull out his katana, and Lavi his hammer. Looking around as the low level demon attack, my attention became focus on a demon who was more powerful then the other and was stalking the children as they fought. I try my best to let my charge know of the danger. But she seem to busy fighting, and a terror rip threw me as the demon eyes lock on to my charge. I felt that I had so much energy, but I was still unable to move. We guardian angel are only meant to be a whisper in human ears. But as the demon lounge at Lenalee, my first charge, I knew I was breaking the rules as I physically push her out of the way. It felt like I broke threw a barrier, as my angelic light wash over the earth it burn all the lowly demon in the surrounding area.

Then pain rip threw, and I felt sick to my stomach as a million needles seem to stab me all at once. I ran away from the trio who cover there eyes from my blinding light that was dimming. Running threw the forest the pain was almost blinding, the thought of me having to get far away from the children. If I had stay my angelic presence would have made them sick, even one that was becoming a fallen. My bare feet hit cold water that was running south, looking around my heavenly light had completely gone. But the pain was still here, taking another step into river. The pain all went to my back, and I fell to my knees onto a sharp rock as my wings rip out of my back. My screams where silent, as I froze in pain. Looking down at the river that was now running with my blood that came out white at first, now a thick red, even dripping out my mouth. Feather start dropping into the river, no longer the reddish brown color but a rodent brown that turn black along with my blood as the sun went down.

The river got colder, and I only want to fall face first into the water. Standing up my body felt heavier even though my wings were completely gone. Taking a step forward the same rock the stab my knees went straight into my feed. But my body pain everywhere, so I keep moving. I didn't notice when I left the river, or the forest. Until a bright white light shine around, showing me that I was on a concrete road. Turning to face the light, Veronica stood in the center of the road holding her own hand. I fell to my bloody knees. "Allen." She said and rush towards me. She put my arm around her shoulders, and began to drag me, I who no longer seem able to walk.

"Veronica." I got out, as tear fell from my eyes.

"Shh Allen." She said only looking ahead. I don't how long she drag me, but when I saw a abandoned church ahead something inside me turn, and I only understood we she toke me across the thrush hold, and my skin began to boil. I held in my screams, and Veronica drop me, and I curl up into a ball.

"This is your own undoing, Michael told you..." Veronica shook her head, then her light became brighter as if she purifying her surroundings, before going back to normal. "Allen I know you where only acting on instinct, but now your becoming a demon again. Do you want that." She asked.

"No." I said my voice crisps.

"Well the Creator is willing to give you another chance, but you'll have to prove that this won't happen again. Understand."

"Yes." I said sitting up and facing Veronica, and then she touch my head, and the pain was gone.

"To slow down you becoming a demon, you are bless with a innocent that can destroy other demons, and also an eye that will be able to warn you of a demon present. Redeem yourself quickly Allen." Veronica said, and then she was gone.

Looking down at myself the first thing I notice was my left arm was black, with a cross on my hand, the second was my wounds where heal, and my clothing was change, and I now wore boots. Standing up, I look around the church, and wonder how could I redeem myself.