A/N: hey I got bored so I wrote this story, its a SMACKED story so you no the drill read then review please .

SUMMARY : When she thinks she can stop acting like a teenager girl for one moment she'll be fine and get the job done. I mean it's just a stupid high-school crush right at the time of her life when she's going though a mid life crises it can't possible be more then that right. Right ?

OH GOD HELP ME !

When I look into his eyes I get drawn in and I cant seem to find a way out, maybe I don't want to.

Oh god I'm going into my own world and his talking to me, on crap what did he say maybe if ask no I cant do that he'll no then that I wasn't listening but looking at him his eye's, his mouth oh god that mouth I just want to reach out and kiss him as hard as I can and blow him out of this world I can do that blow him out he wont even know what hit him but I would because I Stella Bonasera could knock him off his feet .

Wait concentrate I know I'll just nod my head and pertained I'm listening yes I'll do that and if he arks I'll tell him I've forgot and ask him to repeat what he want me to do, boy could I do a lot of things no, no bad Stella get the bad thoughts out of your head his your boss, partner you shouldn't be thinking like this special at work.

Oh no I know that look his going to ask me if I'm alright, well new flash I'm not I cant stop these thoughts from coming into my head god if you can hear me now kill me open up the floor and swallow me whole I beg of you please just this once

"Stella you ok"

Arrr crap

"yer Mac I'm fine so I'll just go and do the thing that you asked me to do" run Stella run away and don't look back then your have to stop thinking about him

"hey Stella how you been" don't look up just answer with the world fine and you'll be fine

"good, I'm good you?" Stellaaaaaaaaaaaaa you muppet they'll want a conversation now and your not in the right mind how on earth you gona get out of this think, think why doesn't my brain want to work to day

"yer err I got to see Hawkes so cya and Stella don't forget about tonight k'"

What's happening to night oh god what if that what Mac was going on about I need Lindsay oh god maybe she'll tell me what's going on tonight

"hey Flack you seen Lind's anywhere"

"yer Stella I just spoke to her she in her office...."

"great thanks flack"

Don't stop me now I'm a women on a mission yes indeed oh crap Mac's not in his office his not in the lab's maybe he went out or is in the morgue yes that where he is. Now to continue

"perfect" I got to Lindsay's office without being stopped

"hey Lind's I need to..." shit!

"Stella knock first"

"it's ok I got used to her walking in without knocking I saw her anyway and I must say Stella you looked like a women on a mission"

"ok then Stella see you later and Lind's have that on my desk by the end of today and this time make sure Danny shows up on time please"

"sure thing boss" breath Stella breath

"so Stella what up you still got that high-school crush on Mac or should I say your date"

"Lind's one wipe that smug look off your face and two what you talking about date, date for what"

"Stella you cant tell me you've forgotten the fund raiser tonight and no Stella you didn't"

"didn't what, what I do now"

"you weren't listening to Mac when he spoke to you were you, Stella I'm ashamed"

"yer well it's not my fault his got the most beautiful eyes and oh that mouth I ju..."

"Stella! I CANT BELIVE YOU, YOU HAVE A HUGH CRUSH ON M..." thank god I've got quick reflexes to put my hand over her mouth.

"shut up Lindsay you know these wall's are one made of glass and two arn't sound proof"

"sorry"

"so what you wearing tonight then it's got to be something sexy that will want to make Mac just rip it off and ...."

"Lindsay I dare you to finish that sentence go on dare ya"

"yer well I'm not the one with hots for the boss"

"so not the point" at lest I don't think it the point !

A/N : well I hope you like the story more chapters to come : )

Review please and if you like D/L then check out my other story !!