Barry's POV

I still remember. Everyday. Oliver tries to help and so does Iris. Nothing helps. Zoom or Jay whatever his name is. He took my dad. My last family and my last parent. All I remember is Zoom's hand going straight through Dad's chest. Again and again.

"Barr are you okay?" Ollie asks. I finally say the truth.

"I am going to kill him." I utter. Oliver looks at me shocked. I have never seen him this worried and shocked. He is going to pay. Zoom will pay.

"Barry. This isn't you. Don't become me. Please don't. Killing doesn't help." He responds. All of my emotions are let free..

" Killing doesn't help Oliver? So killing Darhk is ok. It was revenge right. I can and will kill Zoom. For everything he has done. Every life he has taken away. I will slowly kill him. Torture him even so he can feel what it is like." I am shaking. I look at Oliver's face. I see that my words hurt. I still continue." I just got over Mom's death an then this! Hunter or Jay IS GOING TO DIE! Even if it is the last thing I do." At this point I am quiet. All the emotions are gone. I think of his face when he died. " I can't do this anymore Ollie. I can't," I start crying. Oliver catches me as I fall. I turn and hide my face in his neck. I keep muttering I can't over and over again. He rubs my back soothingly.

" I love you Barry. Always know that." Oliver murmurs.

" I am sorry. I love you too." I respond.

" I know." He says.

I close my eyes and let the darkness take over.

Oliver's POV

He finally got some sleep. It hurts to see someone so kind be murderous. It reminds me of me. I hate it. Barry is so innocent and so cute. He can't kill I won't let him. Such pain. Barry doesn't deserve this. Zoom will pay. I smile and lean back in bed. Finally I sleep.

Just to be woken up by a scream I never want to hear again. My Barr.