His sister Lily had given him a notepad for his last birthday. He had seen no point in it, but he had been happy to get it anyways. He hadn't wrote in it at all since he got it, because he had nothing to write about.
Until now...
Al gripped the charmed pencil in his hand and wondered how he could start the poem he desperately wanted to write. He had never been very good at writing poems or writing period, but it had to be a poem. Eventually, he decided to just let the words flow out like speech.
I saw you every day
I saw how much you were hurting
But I did nothing
I didn't hate you
Unlike the rest of them
But I ignored you
Even when I could see you needed a friend
So I'm just as bad as the rest of them
I never knew what you were like
No one did
Because no one wanted to
But I'm sure you were a good kid
Nothing like you father
I don't understand why
Everyone was so biased against you from the start
It didn't even help when you were sorted into the lions
While I went to the snakes
There is so much I would like to know about you
But I cannot because you are gone from this world
What was running through your head as you fell?
Were you thinking how strangely fitting it was?
That is one of my many guesses
I can't say them all
Even no there are people mocking you
Laughing
But they should feel ashamed
If they knew
Because of them
One face will never be seen on this earth any longer
Though I'm sure
That it wasn't just the students at school
I remember the Howler at the beginning of first year
And I remember seeing you crying in the hall soon after
Holding a letter
While mumbling about how you still wanted to go home
Did your parents disown you that day?
Did you spend the summer alone on the streets?
That day is when I should have helped
If I had – Things would be better
You'd still be alive
And I wouldn't be living with this massive guilt
He stopped writing when he heard familiar laughing and the annoyingly familiar mocking of the boy now gone. It was coming from the mouth of his 'dear' older brother. He knew he should have written this in his common room. The Slytherins were much quieter then the Griffindors.
He could feel his inspiration slipping away from him and he knew he had to give the poem a good ending. Putting his attention back on his poem, he began to write the last few verses.
There are so many more things I'd like to say
But all that can't be properly said in a life time
Or on an insignificant piece of paper
These words are meaningless
Compared to spoken words
Words I'm unable to say
No one knows that you're gone
Some how they haven't noticed
Not any teachers
I'm the only one who found your body
And I was the one who buried you
Near a place no one would dare to go
No one can hurt you now
I bid you a good afterlife
And I hope you're in a place where you're loved
Know that I regret not helping
Scorpius -
I'm Sorry
A little insight:
Scorpius was bullied by almost everyone at Hogwarts and the ones who didn't bully him did nothing to stop it, all because of what his family was like. His parents did in fact disown him and he did spend the summer on the streets. He killed himself by throwing himself off the Astronomy tower, near the being of second year after he realized that it hadn't gotten better.
As to why it had to be a poem, it was common knowledge around Hogwarts that Scorpius liked reading and writing poems, something he was often mocked for.
