the show must go on
to the world,
you're
indestructible,
untouchable,
independent
isabellelightwood
and you don't need anyone,
but they need you.
And it's soso tiring,
pretending
that you have it together,
when, in reality, you don't
because your little brother just
d:i:e:d
and your mother is
l:o:s:i:n:g
herself.
You have no idea how to handle this,
and everyone is gone,
so not only do you have no idea, but you also
have to do it ALONE
/*/*/*/
Alec&Magnus&Jace&Clary&Simon&Maia,
they're always rushing to you with their
p r o b l e m s,
and you just want to yell at them to
GO AWAY
because you have enough p r o b l e m s on your own
but then you remember
that you're supposed to be
untouchable, indestructible
isabellelightwood
not this
/M|E|S|S\
of a girl
so you grin and nod your head,
and you think in your mind,
"this is the last time",
but then they're at the doorstep again,
looking at you with l.o.s.t eyes,
begging for you to
save them,
and you find yourself
grinning&nodding
and feeling like you just want to curl up and crycrycry
because what happens when you become
l.o.s.t?
Who's supposed to save you?