Closed off from love
I didn't need the pain
Once or twice was enough
And it was all in vain
Time starts to pass
Before you know it you're frozen
"Why is everyone against me going out with him? What's their freaking problem? They knokw I had been crazily in love with him for years. Uncountable years. Now, they just keep sending me those sms-es about breaking up with him? Are they jealous? I bet. Such a great guy was a rare sight after all…" That was what I thought at first when I went out with him.
But something happened
For the very first time with you
My heart melts into the ground
Found something true
Hmm…. I remember that time when I fell down and he saved me. And I probably fell into his trap- his mesmerising crimson eyes. It was love at first sight…
And everyone's looking round
Thinking I'm going crazy
And then, they thought I went crazy. I was just a country bumpkin, no redeeming features at all. No one with such good qualities would look for someone like me…
But I don't care what they say
I'm in love with you
They try to pull me away
But they don't know the truth
My heart's crippled by the vein
That I keep on closing
And I can't believe I was so stupid that I actually doubted all my best friends. I was stupid for not listening to them. They were right…
You cut me open and I
You were a playboy and the only reason why you would hook up with me was to fool around with me and then dump me like a toy. And I traded my friendship for this one sided relationship all along. Stupid me. I hate myself.
Keep bleeding
Keep, keep bleeding love
I keep bleeding
I keep, keep bleeding love
Do you know how it hurts? I wish Hotaru were back by my side. I miss the baka gun, the rare smile she would give and her blackmailing ways. I love her. I miss all of them, Nonoko, Anna, Permy, Hotaru…
Keep bleeding
Keep, keep bleeding love
You cut me open
Trying hard not to hear
But they talk so loud
Their piercing sounds fill my ears
Try to fill me with doubt
I should have known that what they did was for my own good, to keep me from getting too absorbed into the game… from falling into the hole, the vast blue sea.
Yet I know that the goal
Is to keep me from falling
But nothing's greater than the risk that comes with your embrace
And in this world of loneliness
I see your face
Yet everyone around me
To think how he held me and caressed my cheeks lightly whenever I was feeling sad… Over Jinno-sensei scolding me, over my math scores, over my friends…
Thinks that I'm going crazy, maybe, maybe
My friends that thought I was going crazy. Indeed I was, so crazy I could not pull myself out from his embrace.
But I don't care what they say
I'm in love with you
They try to pull me away
But they don't know the truth
My heart's crippled by the vein
That I keep on closing
I want my friends back and you'll pay. I swear you'll pay.
You cut me open and I
Betrayer. Liar. Backstabber. Playboy.
Keep bleeding
Keep, keep bleeding love
I keep bleeding
I keep, keep bleeding love
Keep bleeding
Keep, keep bleeding love
I just had to fall in love.
You cut me open
And it's draining all of me
Oh they find it hard to believe
I'll be wearing these scars
For everyone to see
I want to leave this place. Now. The breeze blew against my face gently. Time to go… I guess.
I don't care what they say
I'm in love with you
They try to pull me away
But they don't know the truth
My heart's crippled by the vein
That I keep on closing
Bye minna. I'm sorry for what I'd done. I'm sorry for doubting you. But because of that, I now hate my self.
You cut me open and I
Keep bleeding
Keep, keep bleeding love
I keep bleeding
I keep, keep bleeding love
Keep bleeding
Keep, keep bleeding love
You cut me open and I
Keep bleeding
Keep, keep bleeding love
I keep bleeding
I keep, keep bleeding love
Keep bleeding
Keep, keep bleeding love
You cut me open and I
Keep bleeding
Keep, keep bleeding love
I fell down the edge of the parapet. And as the ground greeted me, I cried. A single tear drop, then, a smile. Little did I know, they were there. Someone with a baka gun. Someone with seaweed hair. The twins. There were beside me all along. I'm sorry, my friends.