Impossible, a pokémon fanfic

I was at a school dance. The first one since I broke up with…Gold. Last year, He just started to be in the wrong crowd, and his friends, I heard them, I heard them, they didn't like me, pressured him into breaking up with me! And he did. He, he picked them over me. I cried, I screamed, I cracked, broke, shattered. I could go on and on, I thought bitterly.

I remember years ago
someone told me I should take
Caution when it comes to love
I did, I did

But not that wasn't enough.

And you were strong and I was not
My illusion, my mistake
I was careless, I forgot
I did

And not once did I see or hear her him cry. He just said "Crys, I think we shouldn't drag out something as bitter and worn-out as our relationship. We're over". He'd been so emotionless and cold. I gave him my heart 5 years ago when we were 11. You never heal from something like that. Never.

And now when all is done
There is nothing to say
You have gone and so effortlessly
You have won
You can go ahead tell them

I gave up, trying to find someone new. All his friends made it seem like I dumped him. All the girls, all the popular, hated me. Despised me. The bullied me, the slapped me and abused me. I never once complained. And he saw all I went thru.

Tell them all I know now
Shout it from the roof top
Write it on the sky love
All we had is gone now
Tell them I was happy
And my heart is broken
All my scars are open
Tell them what I hoped would be
Impossible, impossible
Impossible, impossible

I once thought I saw him wince at his best friend slap me. I must've hallucinated from the blood loss that day. He never gave me a backward glance.

Falling out of love is hard
Falling for betrayal is worst
Broken trust and broken hearts
I know, I know
Thinking all you need is there
Building faith on love is worst
Empty promises will wear
I know , I know
And know when all is gone
There is nothing to say
And if you're done with embarrassing me
On your own you can go ahead tell them

My sole refuge is my book-buddies and the library. The cared for me, tried to heal me, help me. But they knew I was beyond repair. Only one thing could repair me. Only He could. But I would never admit that.

I remember years ago
Someone told me I should take
Caution when it comes to love
I did

My mother told me to be wary when it came to guys, don't let it happen again, what happened between my mom and dad. But I fell to deep, and I'm to in to stand up let alone get up. He never cared about me, at all. I'm such fool!

Tell them all I know now
Shout it from the roof top
Write it on the sky love
All we had is gone now
Tell them I was happy (I was happy)
And my heart is broken
All my scars are open
Tell them what I hoped would be

Now here I am, at the school dance looking, a year later, 17 years old absolutely gorgeous in a silvery-blue halter mini dress. Silver wedge heels, navy hair curled and framed prettily around my face. Face done up like a model or a doll. I could see in his eyes that I was the most beautiful girl at the dance, his gaze kept on wandering back to me.

Impossible, impossible
Impossible, impossible
Impossible, impossible
Impossible, impossible
Impossible, impossible
Gold now stands in front of me with his hand out to me. Smiling that secret smile that was always for me. He had the old look in his eyes, where he knew me from the inside out. He actually looked at me hopefully and said.

"May I have this dance, Crys?"

I remember years ago
someone told me I should take
Caution when it comes to love
I did...

I stood up.

"No"