Goodbye Lullaby
I stood there, kissing Green Oak, under an umbrella, in the pouring rain. This is what I call bliss, not jewellery or sugar, but being in love with someone who loves you back. A lot.
But I had to go, I was moving away. I broke away from the kiss and looked up. He looked at me with the same stoic face but something was different. He looked caring, like he wanted to protect me.
Goodbye, Goodbye, Goodbye my Love
I can't hide
can't hide
can't hide what has come.
I have to go, I have to go, I have to go
and leave you alone
I backed up a step and he realized the reality. It was painful to see him like that. Our first kiss, ending like this.
But always know, always know, always know
That I love you so
I love you so
I love you so
Oh
I turned around and started to run, in the pouring rain. I turned around, looking at Green, my heart full of love, regret and sadness. He mirrored those emotions and that made me hurt more. Why did all good things have to end?
Goodbye, green eyes, Goodbye for now. Good bye Sunshine, take care of yourself
_3.2.1._
The next day at the boat, I'm looking up at. Waiting to get on at the last minute. I feel someone behind me, I turn around. It's Green, I try to smile my same cocky smile at him and be my normal self but I'm too broken inside to even smirk. He then kisses me on the lips and we both blush madly. But I don't care; it'll be a long time until we meet again
I have to go, I have to go, I have to go
and leave you alone
The boat horn tooted signalling final boarding. I broke the kiss, not wanting to end it now. I pick up my bag and walk up the ramp, and I look back half way up. He's still there, still looking at me with those eyes.
But always know, always know, always know
that I love you so
I love you so
I love you so
Oh.
I walk to the railing facing him and I remember something someone told me. If you love something let it go. If it loves you back, it'll come back. Because that's love. Forgiving, happy, eternal, unforgettable and hopeful.
La lullaby, distract me with your eyes, la lullaby, la lullaby, help me sleep tonight, la lullaby.
I have to go, I have to go, I have to go
and leave you alone
Green tosses something up to me. It's a small package; I start to open it as the boat start moving. It's a little photo album. Inside is every picture of us, the happy and the mad. And a letter.
But always know, always know, always know
that I love you so
I love you so
"I promise I will find you. I will never forget you. And …
I love you so
I'll wait until the world ends, and then I'll wait some more. Until we meet again.
I love you so
Goodbye Green eyes, goodbye my Love
"Goodbye, Green", Blue whispers to herself.
"Goodbye, Blue", Green whispers.
Both wishing for another meeting. Or just another kiss. Or just wishing for an eternity together, where nothing could separate them.